Why am I different

From the rest of the clan?

Was it some be joke

Or part of a plan?

A mistake of a vampire

Forced to run from my feelings

And then spew it out scarlet red

I can't stand these emotions

Big brother made women fall

Sister Anju is already better than me

Perhaps misery is my call?

Could that be the key?

But I sit in my room

And dream all day long

Is that so bad?

Is there something wrong?

Forever undead

Forever a mistake

I'll never let it go

For I am who God wanted to make