Without You
Summary: Short one-shot about Bella's feelings after Edward leaves her in New Moon. Based on the song "Without You" by: Dixie Chicks
Disclaimer: Stephanie Meyer owns Twilight
Without you I'm not okay
And without you I've lost my way
My hearts stuck in second place ooh
Without you
I sit. I stand. I walk. I stare. I respond. But I don't live. I feel like I'm caught in a wave on the ocean, I'm trying to stay standing through the storm. But no matter how strong I try to be, the wave is still stronger. It takes me down. And eventually I'm too tired to try and stay standing. So I collapse, and I don't move for a very long time.
Well I never thought I'd be
Lying here without you by my side
It seems unreal to me that
The life you promised was a lie.
It's crazy how things happened, really. Who would have thought that I, Bella Marie Swan, could honestly keep a man like Edward Cullen? I should have known that It was too good to be true. But it seemed so real. He seemed to be so real. It was so easy to trust Edward. Just one look and he could make me crumble. The way he smiled that adorably sexy crooked smile of his. And the way he raked his hands through his already tousled hair. He fascinated me. I would never tire of him, yet he had tired of me.
Somebody tell my head to try to tell my heart
That I'm better off without you
Cause baby I can't live.
I can tell how much I'm hurting Charlie, the way I'm acting. But I cant help it. I don't know how to fix myself. I can't forget Edward, no matter what I try to do. I think part of me doesn't want to forget Edward. I still love him too much. So what's a girl to do? I can't get over Edward, but I can't keep going on like this either. I know I need to move on with my life, I just don't know how. I don't want to live like this anymore. I just want him back. We can pretend this never happened. I just want Edward. I just want Edward back, then and only then will I be able to continue living.
Without you I'm not okay
And without you I've lost my way
My hearts stuck in second place ooh
Without you…without you.
