A.N : New ficcie!!!!!!
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Disclaimer: I do not own Card Captor Sakura, any of the characters, or merchandise. Any original characters created by me belong to me though.
Untouchable
By Snow Flower
Chapter One:
Tomoyo:
He's untouchable. No way, I could get close to him. He's always surrounded by friends talking, smiling.
Sometimes he would smile at me and I'd wonder if he remembered my name, when he doesn't smile, I'd wonder if he knew I existed.
Eriol Hiiragizawa, my crush since the fifth grade.
He came back two years after he left Japan. We tried to be friends, but Sakura had gone off to Hong Kong with Syaoran, so it was hard.
After a while, we just became friends with different people and just drifted apart, I guess.
There hasn't been a moment when I didn't want to be friends with him again. Just Friends, it didn't matter, as long as I was near him.
I walk past him for the umpteenth time and he smiles, his clear azure eyes lighting up. I manage a weak smile back and a curse at myself, for making myself look so forlorn. But the again, I am.
I turn back to look around when I'm sure he's not looking after me again and I see him surrounded by his friends. By the girls who wish he was theirs, their friendships all a façade, all of them wanting it to be more than what it is.
Come to think of it, he's never had a girlfriend, if he did, I think I'd die of jealousy.
I can see Naoko, Chiharu and Yamazaki sitting outside on the lawn, lunch in hand, except for Chiharu , she has Yamazaki's neck in her hand, and I think she's squeezing it a little too tight.
I smile and giggle as I walk towards them, sitting with them, the sun beating down on my head, suddenly I feel a little nauseated.
Naoko notices, "Tomoyo-chan, do you want us to go into the shade?"
I shake my head, no reason for them not to enjoy the sunlight on my behalf.
"I'll just go sit in the shade, you guys stay here."
"Tomoyo-chan.." Chiharu called after me
"Dajoubu...." I smile, trying to stop myself from falling on the floor and clutching my head.
I sit in the shade on a bench my head spinning. I bury my head in my hands and the spinning begins to stop. Thank Kami-sama.
I look up, shielding my eyes from the sun and I see him staring at me.
He gives me a sweet smile then turns away.
During those few moments my heart beat so loudly, I thought everyone on the grounds could hear.
But then when I looked around, I was mistaken, just as I am when I see him and think that maybe, just maybe there could be something between us.
At times I just want to scream because of what I feel inside, there's something that nags at me, telling me that this is the person I want to be with for all times, but I usually dismiss it.
It would never be true, he's different, he's one of them, but not. I can tell that he's different.
Anyway, the pain isn't worth it. For what ever happiness I could give him and take away, the pain he would feel would not be worth it, even thought I know that our relationship will never deepen.
It's not worth it.
The bell suddenly rings and I looked down at my untouched obentoo. Quietly I close the lid and wrap it up before heading inside.
I open my locker and a whole bunch of coffee beans spill onto me and all over the floor. In fright I drop my books.
I can hear laughter down the hall and I see Eriol and the girls he is friend's with. Everyone is laughing except for him.
The laughter and noise is too much, the room begins to spin and I can feel my eyes well up with tears.
I kneel on the floor pretending to pick up my books, actually hoping to regain my composure.
My head beats heavily, hallway spinning faster and faster.
I grip my head and wince in pain. As fast as the pain began, it stops and I begin to collect my books, my poise back.
I see two hands familiar hands help to pick my books up.
"Yamazaki??" I say looking up to meet the eyes of my crush, his azure eyes piercing mine, Eriol.
"Daijoubu??" he asks watching me, a worried expression on his face.
I nod, my voice caught in my throat.
"Sorry 'bout my friends, we didn't know it was your locker....We're really sorry."
"You were in on it too?"
"I'm sorry....I didn't know, if I had known, I wouldn't have helped....."
"So you were in on it?" I said, anger breaking through my voice, here I was thinking that he had come to help me out of the goodness of his heart when he had actually come to help because he felt guilty.
"I'm really sorry."
"I thought you were different......" I said softly, before closing my locker and walking away.
The rest of the day, Eriol watched me, guilt and pity showing in his eyes.
After school as I began to walk home as I had always done with Sakura, he began to follow me.
He'd sneak around, staying behind bushes and walls, thinking that I hadn't noticed.
As he ran to the cover it a store for the umpteenth time, I got sick of it.
"Why don't you just come out, say what you want to say the just go away." I said loud enough for him to hear.
Gradually he came out of the store and approached me.
"I just wanted to say that I'm really sorry."
"What that's all you wanted? For me to forgive you so that you can be rid of your guilt and live your life in peace?"
Eriol looked back at me, guilt smeared all over his face.
"For me to forgive you, so you can feel good again and then go laugh it off with your friends? I wanted to live my life in peace, until you came along and...and...." my rage was building and suddenly the street began to spin.
I felt sick, I wanted to just collapse, leave my body, leave my headaches, leave my pain, leave my love for the boy standing in front of me.
"Tomoyo-san," a voice called from across the street.
I turned my head too quickly causing the spinning to get worse. I began to fall, I could see Eriol reach out to grab me, but he was too late.
Luckily Touya ran over from across the street catching me before I fell.
"Thank Kami-sama you're here...." I said.
"Tomoyo-san....." He said softly, helping me to my feet, "Daijoubu ka? Can you stand?"
I nodded, and stood, grateful for Touya to come in time.
Touya glared at Eriol, "Touya.....I want to go home....." I said hoarsely.
Quickly, his attention turned back to me. Good thing too, who knows what he might have done to Eriol.
He helped me into the car the turned to Eriol, "Stay away from her......" he said, voice filled with venom.
I opened my eyes, to Touya's worried face.
"Arigatou....." I mumbled.
"Daijoubu, get lots of rest okay, I got to get home," he smiled, "Your mother's downstairs, I'll tell her that your awake."
"Touya...." I called stopping him by the door.
"Nani?" he asked turning around.
"Arigatou......really......and don't tell Sakura, okay?"
Touya looked at me sympathetically, "Aa....you have my word...." He smiled
A.N: First chapter done..... Read and Review...... Ja ne
Disclaimer: I do not own Card Captor Sakura, any of the characters, or merchandise. Any original characters created by me belong to me though.
Untouchable
By Snow Flower
Chapter One:
Tomoyo:
He's untouchable. No way, I could get close to him. He's always surrounded by friends talking, smiling.
Sometimes he would smile at me and I'd wonder if he remembered my name, when he doesn't smile, I'd wonder if he knew I existed.
Eriol Hiiragizawa, my crush since the fifth grade.
He came back two years after he left Japan. We tried to be friends, but Sakura had gone off to Hong Kong with Syaoran, so it was hard.
After a while, we just became friends with different people and just drifted apart, I guess.
There hasn't been a moment when I didn't want to be friends with him again. Just Friends, it didn't matter, as long as I was near him.
I walk past him for the umpteenth time and he smiles, his clear azure eyes lighting up. I manage a weak smile back and a curse at myself, for making myself look so forlorn. But the again, I am.
I turn back to look around when I'm sure he's not looking after me again and I see him surrounded by his friends. By the girls who wish he was theirs, their friendships all a façade, all of them wanting it to be more than what it is.
Come to think of it, he's never had a girlfriend, if he did, I think I'd die of jealousy.
I can see Naoko, Chiharu and Yamazaki sitting outside on the lawn, lunch in hand, except for Chiharu , she has Yamazaki's neck in her hand, and I think she's squeezing it a little too tight.
I smile and giggle as I walk towards them, sitting with them, the sun beating down on my head, suddenly I feel a little nauseated.
Naoko notices, "Tomoyo-chan, do you want us to go into the shade?"
I shake my head, no reason for them not to enjoy the sunlight on my behalf.
"I'll just go sit in the shade, you guys stay here."
"Tomoyo-chan.." Chiharu called after me
"Dajoubu...." I smile, trying to stop myself from falling on the floor and clutching my head.
I sit in the shade on a bench my head spinning. I bury my head in my hands and the spinning begins to stop. Thank Kami-sama.
I look up, shielding my eyes from the sun and I see him staring at me.
He gives me a sweet smile then turns away.
During those few moments my heart beat so loudly, I thought everyone on the grounds could hear.
But then when I looked around, I was mistaken, just as I am when I see him and think that maybe, just maybe there could be something between us.
At times I just want to scream because of what I feel inside, there's something that nags at me, telling me that this is the person I want to be with for all times, but I usually dismiss it.
It would never be true, he's different, he's one of them, but not. I can tell that he's different.
Anyway, the pain isn't worth it. For what ever happiness I could give him and take away, the pain he would feel would not be worth it, even thought I know that our relationship will never deepen.
It's not worth it.
The bell suddenly rings and I looked down at my untouched obentoo. Quietly I close the lid and wrap it up before heading inside.
I open my locker and a whole bunch of coffee beans spill onto me and all over the floor. In fright I drop my books.
I can hear laughter down the hall and I see Eriol and the girls he is friend's with. Everyone is laughing except for him.
The laughter and noise is too much, the room begins to spin and I can feel my eyes well up with tears.
I kneel on the floor pretending to pick up my books, actually hoping to regain my composure.
My head beats heavily, hallway spinning faster and faster.
I grip my head and wince in pain. As fast as the pain began, it stops and I begin to collect my books, my poise back.
I see two hands familiar hands help to pick my books up.
"Yamazaki??" I say looking up to meet the eyes of my crush, his azure eyes piercing mine, Eriol.
"Daijoubu??" he asks watching me, a worried expression on his face.
I nod, my voice caught in my throat.
"Sorry 'bout my friends, we didn't know it was your locker....We're really sorry."
"You were in on it too?"
"I'm sorry....I didn't know, if I had known, I wouldn't have helped....."
"So you were in on it?" I said, anger breaking through my voice, here I was thinking that he had come to help me out of the goodness of his heart when he had actually come to help because he felt guilty.
"I'm really sorry."
"I thought you were different......" I said softly, before closing my locker and walking away.
The rest of the day, Eriol watched me, guilt and pity showing in his eyes.
After school as I began to walk home as I had always done with Sakura, he began to follow me.
He'd sneak around, staying behind bushes and walls, thinking that I hadn't noticed.
As he ran to the cover it a store for the umpteenth time, I got sick of it.
"Why don't you just come out, say what you want to say the just go away." I said loud enough for him to hear.
Gradually he came out of the store and approached me.
"I just wanted to say that I'm really sorry."
"What that's all you wanted? For me to forgive you so that you can be rid of your guilt and live your life in peace?"
Eriol looked back at me, guilt smeared all over his face.
"For me to forgive you, so you can feel good again and then go laugh it off with your friends? I wanted to live my life in peace, until you came along and...and...." my rage was building and suddenly the street began to spin.
I felt sick, I wanted to just collapse, leave my body, leave my headaches, leave my pain, leave my love for the boy standing in front of me.
"Tomoyo-san," a voice called from across the street.
I turned my head too quickly causing the spinning to get worse. I began to fall, I could see Eriol reach out to grab me, but he was too late.
Luckily Touya ran over from across the street catching me before I fell.
"Thank Kami-sama you're here...." I said.
"Tomoyo-san....." He said softly, helping me to my feet, "Daijoubu ka? Can you stand?"
I nodded, and stood, grateful for Touya to come in time.
Touya glared at Eriol, "Touya.....I want to go home....." I said hoarsely.
Quickly, his attention turned back to me. Good thing too, who knows what he might have done to Eriol.
He helped me into the car the turned to Eriol, "Stay away from her......" he said, voice filled with venom.
I opened my eyes, to Touya's worried face.
"Arigatou....." I mumbled.
"Daijoubu, get lots of rest okay, I got to get home," he smiled, "Your mother's downstairs, I'll tell her that your awake."
"Touya...." I called stopping him by the door.
"Nani?" he asked turning around.
"Arigatou......really......and don't tell Sakura, okay?"
Touya looked at me sympathetically, "Aa....you have my word...." He smiled
A.N: First chapter done..... Read and Review...... Ja ne
