27/08/2009 17:46:00
Disclaimer: I do not own Kuroshitsuji. I only own this OC. :D
2 September 1888
I saw him from my window today. He's hard to miss; tall, pale, and devilishly handsome. I watched him for what seemed a while as he was undoubtedly doing grocery shopping for his master.
Yes… He was a butler. A black butler; a demon. And he was beautiful. His red eyes betrayed his human appearance and his black hair did little to hide them from view. I had never seen someone so handsome in my nineteen years.
He had looked over at me, but I couldn't say anything. I couldn't do anything but gasp and look away. Had he known I was staring at him? I looked back to see him smiling at me. I could only stare at the perfection what was his smiling face. Immediately, I looked around to see if there was someone else he could possibly have been smiling at before making a fool out of myself. I saw no one, and looked back at him, but he was gone.
Of course he was gone. He was always so fast. I wished I could move about with such grace, but alas, this butcher's daughter was as clumsy as humanly possible. The floor had decided long ago to make a friend of me. I suppose I couldn't reject it since I found my face pressed against it far too often. That's what I hated about dresses. Oh how I wished to have been born a boy. I wouldn't have to deal with the pains of tripping over the hem of my dress every time I came down the stairs.
I was only glad that he hadn't seen me fall. What ever his name was… I was determined to find out.
From the moment I first saw him in the market today, I knew I loved him. Unfortunately, a person of his social standing would never even think of courting someone like me. Whether he was the Earl Ciel Phantomhive's butler or not, I would not be accepted into his world.
And so I decided to just observe him. Yes… I think that would be the safest thing for me to do.
