KEEPING SECRETS

A disclaimer: I do not own GH or any of the characters you recognize

A/N: this story takes place in 2006 right after Sam is shot at the Metro Court and everyone believes that Jason was the target, but what if Robin was the target who was seen talking to Jason earlier and Robin was the real target and she told Jason that she thought she was the target and Sam got shot because of her. Jason went to talk to Sam about this and found her with Ric his enemy. This story picks up right after Jason finds Sam with Ric having sex.

CHAPTER ONE

Jason can't believe this Sam was having sex with Ric, his enemy which Sam knew he was and she still was having sex with him, he was her mother's husband to top it off. He decides to head back to his penthouse to get drunk as he gets off the elevator, he sees Robin and she looked like she had been crying. "Hi, Robin, you want to come in?" Jason asked.

She looks at him and knows that something happened, something bad happened. "Sure, I would like to come in."

So Jason unlocks the door and they both walk in his penthouse and he asks "Do you want a drink?"

"Sure, do you have tequila?" Robin asked, it's been a bad day. Her father wanted her to move into a secure location till whatever was going on was over and she didn't want to be locked up so she finally agreed to go talk to Sonny and ask him if she could buy the Penthouse next to Jason. He said yes and told her to keep her money he went to the bank and turned it over to her and he finally allowed her to pay for it when she proved she had the money to do it. She didn't want to be in debt to Sonny, not after the way he had been treating her since she had been back.

"Yes, I do." Jason said, pouring her some tequila and him a glass of bourbon.

"So Jason, what's going on? Did you go talk to Sam after I left you earlier after I told you that I was the target not you or Sam?"

"No, she was too busy screwing her stepfather Ric Lansing."

"Oh, no. What are you going to do?"

"I am through with Sam this isn't the first time and I don't want to hear her explanation. We are over for good. I wish I could find a woman who wouldn't cheat on me, every woman I've been with has cheated on me."

"Hold it, buster, I never cheated on you." Robin said, indignant about what he said, she never cheated and she never would.

"Sorry, you are right, you never cheated on me. The rest of them has though, Carly, Liz, Courtney and Sam all cheated on me."

"I'm sorry you are hurting, Jason. I wish I could do something to help you."

"That's the thing that I don't understand I'm not hurting as much as I thought I would. I'm more relieved than anything and I shouldn't be relieved but I am glad it's over. I realized I didn't love Sam."

"Then why the bourbon?" Robin asked in disbelief.

"Because I realized everyone, but you have always had their hand out for money and that was what the relationship was about what I could give them. You didn't want me for my money, you didn't care about the money, if you had you would have taken the money that Sonny and I sent you after you left but you sent back our ripped up checks. I made a mistake when I tossed you out of my life. I realize that now. Too late for us though, right? You are seeing that arrogant doctor or so Carly told me."

"No, I am not seeing him. I sleep with him and that is all it is, it's just sex nothing else."

"What?! You are just having sex with him it's not a relationship?" Jason asks stunned.

"No, it's not. It's like you and Carly, we have the same type of agreement. It's just sex, Jason. Nothing else. We are not in a relationship. We just get together to have sex."

"That's not good enough for you. Why are you just getting together to have sex?"

"Because I miss having sex. I wanted to feel someone's arms around me again and Patrick doesn't care that I am HIV+ so why not."

"When was the last time you had sex before Patrick?"

"I've had three lovers in my life Stone, you and Patrick."

"Wait a minute, that would mean that before Patrick I was the last one to make love to you. Is that what you are saying?"

"Yes, that is what I am saying. I waited for you to come and you never did come to Paris for me. You came to marry Courtney but you never came for me. You broke my heart and I couldn't fix it. I thought you would eventually come for me and you never did. I loved you Jason, more than I have ever loved anyone and I gave you everything I just didn't have room in my heart for anyone else."

"Do you still love me, Robin?"

"Why do you want to know?" Robin asked not ready to put herself on the line like that.

"Because I want a third chance with you. I want you back. I want to have the right to kiss you, to hold you, to make love to you. Is there a third chance for us?"

"There always has been, you just had to ask. Are you sure that you are done with Sam and the others?"

'Yes, I'm sure. I am positive I want you."

"We both made so many mistakes before, though, and you were so mad that I told about Michael that you threw me out of your life. You can never do that again, Jason. You have to understand I am human and I make mistakes just like anybody else. You can't put me on a pedestal again because I'm scared of heights and if I fall I need someone to catch me, you to catch me."

"I realize you were doing the right thing in telling AJ about Michael and I will never let you fall again and not catch you. I will not put you up on a pedestal ever again. I realize you are human and we all do things that the other won't like, but if we talk about it we can work it out. We can forgive each other for the mistakes we have made and the mistakes that we will make. I want you back, I have since you came home, which is why I have been so cold to you is that I wanted you and Sam had stood by me during my illness and I figured it would be wrong to dump her because the love of my life came home so I stayed with her and when Carly told me you were with Drake I felt like I was dying. Will you give me another chance? Will you stop being with Drake and only be with me?"

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