Umm..

This is a trory, or it was supposed to be, I'm thinking of making this a one partner, but you never know...
-J3n :)

Looking down from my balcony a wave of nostalgia hit me as I spotted a couple holding hands. It stung, I'm nothing compared to that couple, I am nothing but envy. The pink lacquered sky seemed to catch my attention, and suddenly I was happy, again. It was cold out, and I'm shivering like crazy, I looked down at the couple whispering sweet nothings to each others ear. Sadness, again. The girl shivered, I wonder if shes as cold as I am, or if she was shivering because of him. He places his sweater on her, and she smiles. I frown feeling sympathetic towards them.

"This is as good as it gets, so enjoy while it lasts." I said melodically to the air, who seemed to grab my breath eagerly. Running my fingers on the ice cold rail, I figured a walk in the park might be the remedy to my melancholy mood. I did this every day since he left, walking in the park hoping to experience happiness, but by the time I got back I felt down as ever. Then the next day I would go to the park giving it another try, still 2 years later, I hadn't given up. Pathetic, I know. But today...would be different. I Can feel it.

As I waited at the stop light, I saw him. There he was sitting on the bench. Our bench. Our eyes seemed to lock as he mouthed "Mary." A smile over took my features. I watched as his beautiful face frowned. I glanced at the stop light reading green, mentally telling the lights to read red so I could run to him, embrace him and ask him whets wrong. To tell him how ive missed him, to feel those lips on mine. Im happy, again. I waited anxiously for the light to turn red, blinded by my newly found happiness, it went unnoticed to me how he hadn't made the effort to stand up, to acknowledge my presence. Momentarily I snapped out of my faze, and saw him getting up glancing over his shoulder to a beautiful lady. Figures. Shattered. Sadness, again. I watched him as he kissed her, my eyes seemed to burn.

The cars swept passed me. Suddenly I felt as If I didn't want to live anymore. I cant breathe, hes still kissing her, kill me. I stepped off the curb, and felt happy again as I felt a car hit me in that tiny second I was happy. I felt my body being flown to what I think a good 10 feet. I saw blue eyes staring at me, Tristans eyes... and I could see his lips move, but I cant hear...i blink...and blank.

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