Disclaimer: I don't own Naruto nor do I want to, I just own the random ass ideas that float into my head in the middle of the night while I'm trying to sleep.
Warning: There are yaio scenes and lemons in this story, and there are also a lot of cuss words thrown around, so if you get grossed out by guys on guys or are insulted by cuss words, I advise you not to read this.
It's been a while since my last story and that was in YuYu Hakusho. I was going to write another one for that show, but the idea for this one popped into my head last night around 2 so I decided to write this instead. Enjoy and please review!
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Chapter One: Sasuke on Ice
'Cold. That bastard's so damn cold,' Naruto thought as he watched Sasuke walk away from him for the tenth time when Naruto was simply trying to ask what the homework was.
Sasuke, Sakura, and Naruto were in the same class, along with Kiba and Konohamaru, Hinata, Ino, Rock Lee, and all the rest of their so-called friends. Naruto hated school, and he was always trying to find a way to get out of school. Shikamaru was the only one who actually acknowledged that he was alive, although Shikamaru never actually paid the blonde any attention. Naruto sighed and walked off to find Kakashi sensei.
"Oi, Naruto!" was all Naruto heard when he found Kakashi, who was training with none other than Sasuke.
'Figures,' Naruto thought.
"So, what do you want?" Kakashi asked without missing a beat in his duel with Sasuke.
"Nothin'," Naruto said as he slumped away towards home, knowing that in the morning when he didn't have his homework done, Orochimaru sensei was going to beat him rare.
Naruto wandered towards his apartment. He lived alone, much like everything else he did. His mother had committed suicide four years earlier. She hadn't been able to look at Naruto with anything except disgust, the same way the rest of the villagers did. Naruto swore that someday he would leave this village for good. He'd given up on the dream of being hokage after Sasuke had beaten him. Sasuke was a much better fighter than Naruto ever hoped to be, and if the hokage was the village's best ninja, Naruto didn't stand a chance. He knew that he had only a slim chance to begin with, but that hadn't stopped him believing he could do it. It was just that none of the villagers would follow a boy who had a demon locked away inside of him.
Naruto unlocked the door to his apartment and stepped in. Slamming the door, he dropped his backpack on the floor, he ran into the bathroom. He wiped his eyes as the tears started forming and pulled out his only true friend, a box-cutter stained red. He rolled up his sleeve and brought out the blade of the box-cutter. He looked at the red lines that scarred his arm and wrist, and picking his spot, ran the box-cutter across his skin, deep enough to make blood start pouring from the wound. He repeated five times until he was no longer on the verge of tears and no longer felt as if he was nothing and the world around him was going to collapse. Six more scars to add to the hundreds that were already there.
'Cold. I'm so cold. I can't live anymore.'
Naruto couldn't take it, no matter how many times he saw his blood flowing it wouldn't make a single bit of difference. He wasn't getting anywhere in life, so he took the box-cutter and cut deep into his right wrist and then repeated the process on his left wrist. Nothing in the world mattered. Sakura was never going to like him. Sasuke was never going to acknowledge the fact that he was alive. Sasuke was never going to love him the same way Naruto loved Sasuke.
The blood ran out in currents of crimson and life. As Naruto's vision blurred, he swore he could hear some one come through his apartment door yelling his name.
"Sasuke," Naruto whispered, before the world went black.
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Not too bad for a first chapter, huh?
"Why'd you kill me?" Naruto
"Who said you were dead?" me
