Those Feelings Hidden Inside of Me


As I see you laying in the cold snow

I know this is not going to be okay

You're fading away


As you said you will keep going

This feeling I tried to stop showing

How fearful I was,

How right I was


Ushio, I never meant for it happen

You didn't have long

And I couldn't have you lie there unhappily

I had to let you have your dream


Lying there, you were dying

In my arms

Frozen by the snow coming down upon us


I'm sorry I lied

But, with what you were going to lose

I had to make you happy

I needed to see you smile


For so long I hadn't smiled

And that smile meant everything to me as

You looked just like your mother


The way you grinned and loved the Dango family

I still thought it was a weird obsession

But, mother, like daughter


How was I supposed to let you lay?

Like her

Dead and motionless?


You were too young

You barely had the chance to live

I wish it had been me

I had done so much wrong

And when I finally held you

You were gone


But, you loved me

Even for the father I wasn't


You knew I was there

In the shadows

And when I saw you running through these sunflowers

It brought so much memories flooding back


I use to be like that with my father

Than we drifted

I should've been a better father


As I see the light everywhere

Where have I seen this light before?

My knees rested up against the ground trying to

Deal with this big loss

My beautiful daughter

Who I never was their for


Time can't make up for that

Now I can't

I just hope she doesn't hate me


Everything goes dark around me

The world around me changes

The baby in arms my wails and my wife Nagisa is smiling


She's alive?


Is this a dream?

Or was I living in a fantasy?


Maybe everything will be okay

I won't make the same mistakes

I will be there for my family

Where we will have a happy story


This is only the beginning

This may have been a rough road

But, we will get through this together

And make a happy ending


No matter what

I'm not repeating this other life of mine

It was hard to live by

As I cried then I wished I could've changed the situation


Wishes do come true

And love always comes through

Things will go right in this world


For me and my two girls

I have someone to love

To believe in

Someone to look at

If things go wrong

Because they are what make me strong