Those Feelings Hidden Inside of Me
As I see you laying in the cold snow
I know this is not going to be okay
You're fading away
As you said you will keep going
This feeling I tried to stop showing
How fearful I was,
How right I was
Ushio, I never meant for it happen
You didn't have long
And I couldn't have you lie there unhappily
I had to let you have your dream
Lying there, you were dying
In my arms
Frozen by the snow coming down upon us
I'm sorry I lied
But, with what you were going to lose
I had to make you happy
I needed to see you smile
For so long I hadn't smiled
And that smile meant everything to me as
You looked just like your mother
The way you grinned and loved the Dango family
I still thought it was a weird obsession
But, mother, like daughter
How was I supposed to let you lay?
Like her
Dead and motionless?
You were too young
You barely had the chance to live
I wish it had been me
I had done so much wrong
And when I finally held you
You were gone
But, you loved me
Even for the father I wasn't
You knew I was there
In the shadows
And when I saw you running through these sunflowers
It brought so much memories flooding back
I use to be like that with my father
Than we drifted
I should've been a better father
As I see the light everywhere
Where have I seen this light before?
My knees rested up against the ground trying to
Deal with this big loss
My beautiful daughter
Who I never was their for
Time can't make up for that
Now I can't
I just hope she doesn't hate me
Everything goes dark around me
The world around me changes
The baby in arms my wails and my wife Nagisa is smiling
She's alive?
Is this a dream?
Or was I living in a fantasy?
Maybe everything will be okay
I won't make the same mistakes
I will be there for my family
Where we will have a happy story
This is only the beginning
This may have been a rough road
But, we will get through this together
And make a happy ending
No matter what
I'm not repeating this other life of mine
It was hard to live by
As I cried then I wished I could've changed the situation
Wishes do come true
And love always comes through
Things will go right in this world
For me and my two girls
I have someone to love
To believe in
Someone to look at
If things go wrong
Because they are what make me strong
