運命
Watching flowers just blossomed fall
"Too early, this year" you said,
In disappointment, regret
And you were beautiful.
'桜流し'
Beneath the moon-veiled night I lolled my head back gently, my gaze flickering upward to the darkened sky ever so slowly. It reminded me of you, undoubtedly so.
Nightfall's scent embraced me gently like you did, but it was not warm like you were.
I remembered dreaming of you hanging your feet from the sky, looking down from the moon. You lay amidst the Milky Way, could you taste the stars back then?
You were the glittering face of enchantment, the very epitome of beauty.
I had missed you.
I watched your cheeks become stained with a light crimson hue, as you averted your gaze from mine. A soft smile found its way to your lips, curving up ever so gently. I could cry from the mere thought of you.
I was glad I could admire you once more, that contagious smile you held transferred straight to me.
My eyes fluttered shut momentarily and I reached out to touch you,
But my fingertips never came in contact with your skin;
They were greeted with an air so empty, and my heart sank when I opened my eyes to be bestowed with you gone.
I want to see you again.
Even if my eyes are closed, I'd be okay with that…
I had missed you…
I miss you.
I'll never stop missing you.
Dreams like these are the most painful; they give me a glimpse of your presence, of which I'll never truly be wrapped in again.
Why had fate done this to us?
How cruel.
Why had I fallen so desperately in love with you, angel. It only makes it hurt more.
I would have stayed with you forever.
.
.
"I can't believe that I'll never see you again,
I haven't told you anything yet"
