YEP IT'S AKUROKU BECAUSE I'M CRAZY LIKE THAT. i swear.. i have, like, a love/hate relationship with the pairing. xD

ANYWAY. unfortunately, i own none of it. not dark blue, not jack's mannequin..oh yeah.. i don't own axel or roxas either. poor me.


if you've ever been alone in the dark blue

If you've ever been lost, if you've ever felt helpless… If you've ever been caught in the undertow, I understand. I know what it's like not to mean a thing… I know what it's like to be nobody. I've been lost, I've been forgotten, I've been swept away in unknown directions… and I know. I know what it's like.

I know what it's like to feel that you haven't got a place in the world. I know what it's like to have everything you know turned upside down, and not have any idea what in the hell you're supposed to do. I know what it's like to forget what's right… I know what it's like to be you.

I had to leave everything behind; I had to jeopardize my very own state of mind, all for some kid I'd never met. Well, truth be told, I didn't have to meet him, as he was essentially just the same as me. But it still felt so weird.

Truth be told, you could say it was all for the best… but the uncertainty… I was never really sure it was worth it. I know what it's like to be unsure about anything and everything… and I know what it's like to have people doubt you.

My name is Roxas, and I sympathize.

I know how it feels to be lost… I know how it feels to be helpless… I know what it's like to get swept off your feet by the current of actions and reactions, ones you just can't control. But I also know what it's like to be saved.

I know what it's like to hit the rock bottom of self-doubt… but I also know what it's like to be picked back up again, by the person I had always hoped would be there. I know what it's like, to wish every single day… and I know what it's like for your wish to finally come true. I know what it's like to have that one person give you your hope back.

And, yes, I've gotten it memorized.

if you've ever been alone, you'll know


YAY FOR FLUFFY RAMBLING. AND SHORTNESS. o.o ah. yeah.

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