Author's Note: This is my first Twilight fanfic. So please comments and reviews would really be appreciated. No matter how mean they are they will help me improve. Oh and before I forget the first chapter is a little… harsh.

Disclaimer: I don't own Edward (sigh I wish I did) or any character in Twilight/New Moon

Chapter 1: Dream or Reality

"Bella" I turned around to see who had called my name but saw no one there.

"Bella… Bella… Bella…Come out and play." I felt someone breathing on my neck.

"Edward?' No one answered. "Edward, where are you?" Still no one answered. I knew it was Edward. No one else has that voice. That voice so musical, so fluid, and beautiful. Smooth as silk, which makes my heart race.

"Edward where are you?' I couldn't see him. I looked everywhere and still no Edward. Than as if in a blink of an eye everything went pitch black. I felt something caressing my neck.

"Edward?" I asked. I felt the grip on my neck tighten. "Edward… I can't….breathe." I tried saying now choking. I couldn't breathe.

"Bella, Bella, Bella. So beautiful and fragile. What would happen if I squeezed?" At this point I completely couldn't breathe and felt light headed. The hand on my neck squeezed as if trying to squeeze the life out of me and it was working, slowly and painfully.

I tried to bring my hands to my neck and try to pry off the hand but I couldn't move them. I was completely numb all other.

"Bella. Why?" Why… I should be asking that not you. You're the one doing this to me.

"Stop Bella. Don't. Why are you doing this? Stop this madness immediately!!! Please!!" I could hear Edward voice yelling at me to stop with anger and sadness in his voice.

What? I don't understand, you're the one who's mad! Your killing me!

As if a ray of hope, everything was illuminated by a white light, I was blinded for a couple of seconds and when my vision cleared I was surrounded by nothing but whiteness, like an asylum. It sends shivers down my spine.

Then I looked down expecting to see a white flawless hand on my neck but was shocked to see it wasn't. The hand trying to take my life was none other than my own. I tried to move it but it only caused my hand's grip to tighten.

I could feel myself slipping. "Bella. Please…." Edward help me! I tried to scream out for help but only managed a pitiful whimper.

Then there was an immense amount of pain. I wanted to scream…die. I had never felt such pain, not even when James had bitten me had it hurt this much.

"Edward… Help…" That's when I saw him in all his glory. "Bella… I love you." He was so perfect, so angelic that it had to be a sin.

All of a sudden a flash of red. A body on the floor drowning in a pool of its own blood. The body was decapitated staining the whiteness with crimson red. The scene was so grotesque that I wanted to vomit.

"Do you like it? Do you like my master piece? I call it Bloodsucker no more. Catchy isn't it?" The voice sounded familiar. It sounded like Jacob! But why would he do this disgusting crime?

"I have a surprise for you, Bella. I know how much you hate surprises but I couldn't resist". A figure walked out of the shadows, it was Jacob. He had bloodlust written all over his face. It scared me.

He had something in his hand. I couldn't see it clearly. It looked like a…a…OMG! It was a head. It was the missing head of the body. He brought his hand up that held the head for me to see.

"Do you like it? Beautiful, isn't it?

I recognized the perfect face that was once so beautiful but couldn't bring my self to name it. Then it hit me with a force of ten thousand knives.

"Edward…"

Dun, dun, dun….

So I hope you liked it so far. And if u didn't well you can tell me, I won't mind

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