AN: I like random stuff, so I went to my music files and decided to update random drabbles on The Mentalist just because. Enjoy :)
Disclaimer: I don't own the series nor the songs. I just chose these songs, because they are my favorites and I like them as much as I like Jane and Lisbon. That's saying a lot! :)


You Found Me

For the first time in his life he actually got on his knees and did a thing he'd never done before: he prayed.

"Why God? Why did you had to take them? You know they meant my life and still you couldn't stop that bastard from doing what he did to them. They didn't deserve this! You know that better than me! I was the one to mock Red John. I was the one who deserved to be punished. NOT THEM!"

He cried, pounding his fists on the red smiley face. Anger took over and he looked at the ceiling.

"I HATE YOU! That was my little girl. SHE DIDN'T DESERVE TO DIE! YOU did this to them. YOU made him killed them. IT'S YOUR ENTIRE FAULT! It's all your…"

His sobs wouldn't let him speak. When he regained his breath again, he let out an animalistic scream, punching the wall. He just kept punching until his knuckles were bleeding. With no strength to fight anymore, he fell to the floor and cried.

Pain is the only thing you need to feel alive