"When you get bigger princess, you will found out the legacy that we will give to you. Just learn to take care of it.
I love you my little princess"
These are the last words that my mum gave to me...
I never dreamt of losing my parents, but fate did it on purpose.
I thought God will give people a chance to live with their families. But I was wrong...
I'm Rinnie Koniyawa...
I lose my parents 3 years ago along the incident that happened. Why did I survive? Why did my parents don't? I keep asking myself but I can't find answers. I can't remember every thing. I don't know who are my Aunties, friends and Uncles. Even single of them I can't recall. Having a amnesia is very hard, I do not know who is saying the truth. Should I trust them? Or not? And yea, Different people is coming to my house just to introduce or help me bring back my memories. But, I think I can trust the girl named "Leila". Were friends since nursery huh? That is very greatful that she can remember..
*Ding dong*
Rin: "Uhm-mm Who is it?"
Leila: " It's me, Leila, were best friends since nursery."
Rin: - Should I open the door?- *Eckkkkkkkk*
Leila: "How are you, Rin?"
Rin: "Uhm-mm I'm fine?"
Leila: -laughs- You haven't change huh? Still funny! Hahahaha Rin: "Eh?" Leila: "Oh, By the way, I'm Leila you BEST BEST FRIEND since nursery hehe."
Rin: -Gulps- "Should-dd I-i trust you?"
Leila: "Probably, Yes! *Puts the album on the table"
Rin: "Wait, That's-s me?"
Leila: "A-huh! So cute right? hahaha"
Rin: -smiles-
Leila: "You want me to tell a story of yours?"
Rin: "O-okay"
Leila: "Good or Worst happened to you?"
Rin: "Worst."
Leila: -Why did she pick the worst memory instead of happy?- O-okaay"
Leila: "You think that your life is very miserable, At that point, Negative thoughts goes to your head. You want to kill yourself or leave your home. You're always crying at home even at school. When I ask you, It's like I'm talking to the wind. I think this is the worst nostaligia ever. I remember what happened when we were in elementary. Your hands are getting cold and your getting paranoid at that moment. Our classmates are praticing for Halloween party,
And yea, We are just watching them hehe. Ughm that day is very dreadful. Every one hear a intense scream. Two fingers are stuck in the door. People are very judgemental that day. It's like you comitted a crime. People are starting to keep the distance to you, mur murs around, Instead they comfort you, Your friends are not talking to you like you don't exist."
N: Yaani didn't blame Rin for what happened to her. But Rin thinks that this world is full of Pain and Judgements. Ignorance that she felt had a huge impact on her. This way, she fully believed in a Ruthless world. Hates, Regrets, Agony.
Past: October 9, 2011
Leila: "You know what, it's so awkward lately. Like everyone is looking at you."
Rin: "They judge me even they don't even know the story, What is their problem?"
Leila: "I don't barely know"
Rin"I just can't understand them."
Leila: "That's okay, Don't mind the people who are not true to you."
Rin: " I just want to go home right now..."
Leila: "I never judge you every time that happens to you, PEOPLE MAKES THEIR OWN MISTAKES. Its not your intension to hurt her."
Rin: "HMMM"
Rin: "Why do I need to pretend? Why people are judging me that easily? They don't know that its very painful for me to see the people keeping their distance to me. I just don't get it. They never know that by their actions they can hurt people. Even my friends, They are not real. Fake people. Why? I can't understand. They think I'm always okay? No. I hate pretending for who I am, and for who I'm not. I had enough of this bullshit! I JUST CAN'T...
Enough of the BULLSHITS.
TO BE CONTINUED...
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