Chapter 1

Authors note:

Now I have nothing against shuchis band mates but this is yukis P.O.V you know he kinda hates all of em lol.

Yuki's P.O.V

It had being 5 years since that brat left. I lit a cigarette and sighed in relief. I had started smoking more after the brat had left. I looked at the magazines on the top cover was him. His bubbly pink haired was replaced by a head full of dark brown hair that streamed down his face. His violet purple eyes still shone. I winced as I looked at the picture. He was now a famous model /singer. I had heard one day Tohma discussing it. He sounded so happy.

I stared at that picture a bit longer. I stroked the outlines of his face. That face used to be mine. He remembered when he used to come home and be screaming his name and his response would be "Brat, Im busy go jack off in a corner and sleep", He threw the magazine out, why dwell on the past its not important. I turned on the Television he was their staring at me with those violet eyes. Beside him was that fool Hiro and Sugaru and K of course and Ryuichi had his hand around his waist. I saw the reporter's eye light up when he saw the hand around his waist the next question he said made me stare very intently at the T.V.

"Shuchi, there are recent rumours moving across the nation about you and the lead singer of Nittle grasper would you say these rumours are true"? I saw his face turn a small shade of pink. Before he could reply Ryuichi's lips connected with his. His hands pulled him forward so his hands were around his waist and the fan girls behind them screamed some even fainted. I growled and I felt my jealously spike. The reported nodded the rumours were true it seemed. "So I hear your coming to Japan to do a concert with Nittle Grasper and you'll be staying their for good to continue you singing career and now modeling in Japan now", the reported questioned. That Pink haired well not pink hair but brown haired punk was coming back. How was I going to deal with this?

"Yes im coming back to Japan and id like to say hello to all my family and friends cuz here comes Shuchi", He said excitedly. I saw Ryuchi smirk a little at that comment. I growled dear god I was doomed. That Ryuchi was gonna get beat up good when he came. I shook my head at the thought what was I thinking it's not like that little punk belonged to me or anything. I sighed a little I hadn't touched his room since he left it was exactly the same a mess, their was pocky on the floor, a few magazines, a Nittle grasper cd, and a picture of me and him. I sighed I hadn't been in their since he left I closed it why dwell on the past. The phone rang.

"Eiri-san we are meeting shuchi at the airport "It was tohma I gasped he had come today already I thought it was like it a few days.

"I suppose I can come its not like I have anything better to do", I growled at the phone. I knew if I didn't go Tohma would be bugging me for days.

I hung up the phone. I heard a knock on the door it was Tohma . What the hell he just called.

I opened the door. He gestured toward the car. "You just called what is this ",Tohma laughed softly . He must have called from his car or something. I sighed and walked toward it. As we drove their, we discussed things, nothing important really. One thing though caught my attention "Eiri-san how are you going to face shindou-san", I didn't reply I just kept staring ahead we were hear the airport. The airport was the same as I remembered. I could see K standing beside him and the rest of his "bandmates" if you could call them that. Ryuchis hand was around Shuchis tightly and he was playing with his idiotic bunny. I saw shuchis eyes lit up when he started making the bunny dance. As we approached I noticed Ryuchi's hand held him harder. Was he afraid of losing him? Tohma welcomed them all I said nothing. What could I say? I noticed Shuchi was coming toward me his violet eyes looked into mine.

"Its good to see you again Yuki-san", he spoke softly. I stared down at him those eyes god the ones I had loved so long ago. Love no that was the wrong word. Like was a better one. "Very good to see you to", I touched his hair and his violet eyes widened. "So Brat I hear you're a model /singer now how's that going", Shuch'is eyes brightened I had called him that nickname brat.

"Its hard you know to keep up with everything but I manage but what about you how's the writing thing", I smirked he was much more formal with me now. "Its fine same deadlines you know", I uttered in his ear. As we were about to talk more Ryuchi approached. A happy smirk plastered on his face. He leaned forward making eye contact with me as he did it he kissed him. My fists clenched at my sides. I watched pretending it didn't bother me. O but how it did. He let go I saw Shuchis face turn a dark pink .I stared at him. He stared at the ground. Oh the awkwardness had begun. "So Eiri-san how is everything", he questioned I replied "Same old same old", I spoke back.

I noticed something it was a cell phone but what was on it made me smile it was that picture we took when we went to the fair. He kept it. It was funny on my phone was the same picture. Ryuchi had wandered off somewhere leaving us alone again. "I'm uhh sorry about ryuchi he's a little happy to be here", he stuttered with the words. I replied coldly to him "Do you think I care about you and your little boy toy" I saw his violet eyes close and he looked away "always so cold Yuki, I guess things really don't change", I saw him walk away. I saw his reach for his pocket and take off the picture of me and him. It lay on the ground, torn to pieces. I looked at it with a sad smile.

Those words echoed through my head always so cold Yuki I guess things really don't change. I stared at him one last time and exited the airport I couldn't bare this. I saw him look at me from where he was standing.

Those violet eyes, those beautiful violet eyes. I took a taxi and stared at the airport. It was better I leave . Its not like he needs me or anything.

End chapter

So what did you guys think? if I leave it like this it'll just be a one shot. But if I get some reviews it will be more so much more ,So bye for now.