PROLOGUE

A/N:
My first Yu-gi-oh fic. COMPLICATED PAIR UPS will be seen on the later chapters. Please R & R. c",)

"I loved him ever since I've first seen him. The first time I saw him, I wanted to go near him and hold him tight in my arms.

Darn it! It's. it's really hard 'coz he doesn't really exist. Well, he EXISTED alright but he just manages to emerge from my friend whenever trouble strikes.

And ever since then, I've wanted to go everywhere Yugi battles. Everywhere, hoping that he would come out. But, he's too concentrated in the game that he can't even notice me.

But, damn! The more the battle heats up, the more he gets serious. And the more he gets serious lookin', the more I wanna go to him and tell him how handsome he is. how much I want to kiss him. But I just can't!

I remember that day he battled me, the way he stared at me made me melt. I thought of telling him how much I liked him. But I got a loss of words. Damn it! He'll never know! And before I knew it, I lost! Well, intentionally I did. What a good actor I am! I wanted him to win.

But then, he would be facing Pegasus. Well, he wanted to save his friends and saving them is worth risking his life for. Whatta guy!!!

I wish my soul was the one entrapped in the cards. At least he's risking his life for me! And before he fought that Pegasus, all I said was , 'Good luck!' when what I wanted to say was, 'Hey! Good luck and make sure you'd come back! Please do it for me. I love you.' and then I'd kiss him.

He made me dead worried back there 'coz I might lose a good friend and the one I love. And, damn, I didn't even do anything to help. I just walked and walked and waited for him to come out of the sealed ring.

When he came out from the arena, I wanted to run to him and kiss him. But, I miserably failed. Man, how lamer could I get?

I really don't know what to do!!! Yugi is like my brother. he's my best friend. Yet, I'm really in love with Yami. I'M REALLY CONFUSED!!! Can't they be two persons? I wish they were.

I wish I could openly speak my mind up.

I wish I could tell him how much I love him.

I wish I could kiss his lips and dominate his body completely.

Damn!!! All I could do is to wish! When will all of these come true? DAMN!!! WHAT A LAME MAN I AM!!!"