"In this world you tried,
Leaving
me alone behind."
You left me, Doctor. You left me behind, and you went on. But I don't blame you; I love you more for it.
"There's
no other way,
I pray to the gods let him stay."
Those few moments at the beach, they were more precious to me than diamonds or rubies. Stolen seconds to say goodbye. My heart ached. You were so near, so real, yet worlds away. You told me it had to be, but I still dared to hope.
"The
memories cease the pain inside,
Now I know why."
Because they're all I have left of you. Broken fragments of a life so perfect it was like a dream. Too good to last.
"All
of my memories keep you near.
In silent moments,
Imagining you
here."
I keep wondering if you're coming back. I wonder what you'd say to me, whether you've changed again, whether you're ginger yet!
"All
of my memories keep you near,
In silent whispers, silent tears"
I know you can't come back, I know it's impossible, but if you were here, you'd tell me not to listen to common sense, so I won't. I'll dream instead
"Made
me promise I'd try,
To find my way back in this life."
On the beach, you asked me what I was going to do now. I made a joke about working at the shop, but you looked so proud of me
"Hope there is a way,
To give me
a sign you're okay."
I worry about you Doctor. I keep imagining something bad happening to you, even though I know you're a born survivor!
"Reminds
me again it's worth it all,
So I can go home."
Home is wear the heart is, or so they say. I'm coming Doctor. I'm coming home.
"All of my memories keep you
near.
In silent moments,"
The memories keep me alive; they help me through each day, remembering you and me, running into trouble, holding hands.
"Imagining you here.
All of my
memories keep you near.
In silent whispers, silent tears."
Whilst the memories stay with me, so do you. In my mind, you're immortal; you live on until the day I die and beyond.
"Together in all these memories,
I
see your smile."
You always used to smile at me, even when we were in the deepest of trouble. And somehow, when you smiled, when the corners of your mouth lifted up, everything seemed all right, like the sun coming out from behind a rain cloud.
"All of the memories I hold
dear.
Darling you know I'll love you,
Til the end of time."
Can you hear me Doctor? I will always love you. Forever. Till the end of your time and mine.
"All of my memories keep you
near
In silent moments,"
People know you Doctor. They know you as the man who saves the world, time after time. But I know you as so much more than that, so much more.
"Imagining you here.
All of my
memories keep you near,
In silent whispers, silent tears."
Doctor?
"All of my memories..."
I miss you Doctor.
