Never
Never
Looking back into my past,
I fall into a sudden relapse.
Hurting days
That cried out for help,
Never answered.
Never felt.
--
Another year gone
Into the autumn sun.
Fallen days
Haunting my past,
Searching for pain
Hidden far away.
--
In the depths of misery
The stars still shine above,
Saying, "No need to give up"
Until that day it all disappears
Into the darkness that crowds
My now black soul.
--
The feeling of never
Surrounds my body in a breath taking fog.
Never knowing…
Never seeing…
Never safe…
And then soon the nightmares come alive…
