Never

Never

Looking back into my past,

I fall into a sudden relapse.

Hurting days

That cried out for help,

Never answered.

Never felt.

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Another year gone

Into the autumn sun.

Fallen days

Haunting my past,

Searching for pain

Hidden far away.

--

In the depths of misery

The stars still shine above,

Saying, "No need to give up"

Until that day it all disappears

Into the darkness that crowds

My now black soul.

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The feeling of never

Surrounds my body in a breath taking fog.

Never knowing…

Never seeing…

Never safe…

And then soon the nightmares come alive…