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I linger in the doorway
Of alarm clock screaming monsters calling my name
Let me stay where the wind will whisper to me
Where the raindrops as they`re falling tell a story

In my field of paper flowers
And candy clouds of lullaby
(Paper flowers)
I lie inside myself for hours
And watch my purple sky fly over me
(Paper flowers)

Don`t say I`m out of touch
With this rampant chaos, your reality
I know well what lies beyond my sleeping refuge
The nightmare I built my own world to escape

~Imaginary by Evanescence


Yes, I bleed red. No, I don't want to drink you blood. Yes, I have a heart… and no I don't give a shit about your feelings right now! I sat in the open field angrily plucking at a flower as I sighed twirling it around in my finger, hearing a sound I looked up my golden eyes landing on a herd of freakishly large looking wolves. They stood there watching me watch them, making no move to cross the quick flowing stream I smirked before my hand moved to crush the small unsuspecting flower before I tossed myself backwards onto the soft grass underneath me. Making myself comfortable as I looked up at the darkening gray sky. It looked like it would rain any second, but that was alright with me. I was always cold, I had no heartbeat, I could care less if it flooded… Hearing something sounding like a growl I turned my head my eyes locking on the dark black wolf I smirked knowing he was the Alpha.

"Easy Pup. I am doing nothing wrong." I finally spoke my voice sounding musical as I had a stare down with the Alpha mutt. The corners of my lips tugging up into a smirk as I saw him bristle at the term I used. Oh well, ask me if I care. I sighed rolling onto my stomach my chin resting on my chin as I carelessly picked a flower my feet starting to move up and down in a bored motion as I laid on the cool grass tearing into the flowers.

I knew I wasn't alone, the wolves had made it a point to sit down on the other side of the border and watch me causing a soft chuckle to escape my lips. What? I found this humorous. My gaze wondered back over to the 'pack' I moved to give them my full attention as I watched them.

"You know, it's not polite to stare." I purred causing one of the smaller wolves, the female to grunt before sneering in my direction.

"Easy mutt, I never have liked dogs much." I said gracefully moving to stand on my feet, so much for polite formalities? I brushed myself off looking back to the dogs.

"Have fun sniffing out those leeches ya hear?" I called out teasing them. Yea so I could be a bitch, screw it. I was tired of living my life for everyone else. I hated this damned town. I hated the people occupying it and mostly I hated my mother and father. They could literally squeeze the life out of a damned door mat! I had no freedom, no life, but mostly I had zero happiness. Why would I? My life sucked. I was hardly allowed out of the house, let alone allowed to have a life.

I heard the pack growl, I turned around my eyes flashing as I glared them down. The wolf I insulted made a move closer to the border I got down into my fighting stance a sinister smirk playing over my lips as my eyes locked on hers.

"Come on mutt, make my fucking day. I beg you." I said lowly wishing and praying she'd take me up on my offer but she was tackled to the ground by another silver wolf, this one darker than she. I huffed moving to stand up.

"Fine, have it your way." I said once again turning on my heel. I knew of the treaty my grandfather and grandmother made with the Quileute's I would never hard a human, I didn't have it in me. I never craved blood, I found the red liquid repulsing. I did feed on deer or the occasional bear to keep my strength up and just to fight. Although when I went bear hunting I had to sneak off and do it. The one time Edward saw me going hand to paw with a bear he had flipped his shit. I chuckled at the memory before said person along with my ever loving mother, appeared in front of me. I smiled at them giving them a mock bow as Bella tensed. I hated that I hated my parents but I did. They had smothered me too much, I couldn't stand this any longer. She looked at me hurt as I tried to side step them.

"Nessie, what the hell are you doing?"

I growled at my nick name. Yea I hated that too. "It's Renesmee, father." I said pushing past him, I felt his hand snake out to lock around mine with a little too much force than I found comfortable, I shook out of his grip.

"Nessie" he said emphasing my nick name, damn him. I growled as he took a step toward me. Watch it father dearest, we know my temper resembles the wolves… I would hate to kcik your old ass. I thought smirking as he looked at me, he hated that he could never read my thoughts, I was immune to his powers, my mother's powers, Auntie Alice and Uncle Jas' as well. Auntie Alice and Uncle Jas were my favorites, they would actually take me bear hunting, let me be my own person with them I felt like I could let the real me come out. I felt the wolves gaze on us as they watched the show. My shoulders went back, my eyes staring up into my father's golden orbs.

"You will not speak to me this way." I bit my tongue trying to refrain from laughing.

"You do not own me father dearest."

"Nessie, please…" I heard my mother's soft voice from beside me, I turned to look at her.

"No mother, I will not let you or father control my life any longer. I'm done. I'm leaving. Gone, bye. Adios!" I said throwing it over my shoulder as I jumped up into the trees finally deciding to make my get away. I heard my mother's startled gasp, for a minute I almost felt sorry for what I was doing, then I thought of how they treated me and that thought was gone. Screw them. I was going to live my own life. I was ready for this. I'm leaving Forks Washington and I am not coming back!


It had been five long months since I left Forks, five long lonely months. I admit it. I miss my family but I am too stubborn to do anything more than let Alice communicate telepathically with me. Being a hybrid seemed to have some advantages, I had many 'gift's one was telepathic communication. I smiled settling back into the large oak tree was I occupying. I wasn't sure really where I was, I figured by the cold freezing temperatures I must be in Canda, seeing as how I didn't cross any ocean that would land me in Alaska. I sighed stretching back against the hard wood as I closed my eyes. Yes it was stupid but I liked to pretend to sleep every now and then, it was nice just to close my eyes and pretend to be in a peaceful, restful sleep. My opened snapped open as I caught the scent of a werewolf, I crinkled my nose at the smell placing a finger over the bridge of my nose. Man, that odor was horrible! Horrible I tell you! Deciding not to stay here any longer I hopped out of the tree landing gracefully on the ground, straightening up my eyes locked with a pair of dark golden yellow eyes of the russet wolf. He stood there stunned for a moment, I seemed to feel his pain. I was at a lose of words, I wasn't sure what the hell I was doing. I stood nose to muzzle with the strong beast, who looked as shocked as I felt. Taking one last gaze into my eyes the wolf took a step back sending a growl in my direction. Now don't go taking his way of backing up as fear, oh no. This wolf in front of me had no fear, instead he hunkered down taking the universal fighting stance. I sighed before blowing a strand of my atrocious red hair out of my eyes.

"Easy Scruffy. I have no intentions of hurting you or any humans near by. I am simply passing through." I said rolling ym eyes as he growled at me. Instead of replying I turned to walk away from the dog, I walked slowly through the dense woods knowing the wolf was right behind me. I didn't look over my shoulder though, just continued to walk looking for blood, as much as I hated to admit it my strength was getting low. I stopped suddenly listening for the sounds of any of the forest inhabitants before sighing. It was cold, hardly anything was going to be out and about for me to snack on. I felt the quizzical look of the wolf who stood close behind me. Not saying anything I took a right walking for another 10 minutes I smirked hearing something moving in the forest I slowly made my way toward the sound, the wolf seemed to finally figure out what I was about to do. He just stood there watching me with a hard edge on his face. I peered through the thick forestry and smiled as my eyes landed on a buck. I sighed a little disappointed it wasn't a bear, I looked at the wolf.

"I'm going to hunt now. If you don't mind I would like to eat in peace." The wolf let out an unphased humf, I once again rolled my eyes. Damned wolves and their fucking nosiness… ontop of their annoying attractive eyes… wait? What the hell did I just say? I shook myself coming back to reality as I sprung on the unsuspecting buck taking him down easily I was quick to break his neck making sure he didn't have to suffer.

"I'm sorry little guy…" I spoke softly before I heard a little rustling of the bushes knowing the wolf was still there I rolled my eyes knowing he had heard my little exchange with the now dead deer. With out a second thought I gently let my teeth pierce the deer's neck my eyes locked on the golden orbes of the wolf's.

For some odd reason I felt myself drawn to this wolf, I felt an unknown connection with him… I felt… I finished pushing myself away from the wolf I wiped the rest of the blood from my lips. I felt as if my life had just gotten so very complicated…

"You can come out you know, you don't have to be afraid." I said trying not to let my sarcastic side get the best side of me, I heard the wolf let out a low warning growl I only rolled my eyes.

"Aw, come on be a good puppy and change back for me." I said even going the extra mile bending at my waist patting my knees like you do for a puppy, my answer was an even louder growl which caused me to giggle. I couldn't help it, I felt no fear toward this oversized dog. "Fine Scruffy have it your own way." I said waving a dismissive hand in his direction before I started walking toward the opposite tree line I gaspd feeling a hot hand wrap around my shoulder spinning me around before I felt myself being slammed into a big tree. I let out a soft gasp, totally being taken by surprise could do that to a girl. I arched a brow looking up at the tanned skin of my attaacker. My breath seemed to catch in my throat as I looked at the tall, muscular sex god Native American standing in front of me growling as he looked down at me his teeth showing as he growled at me, even in human form his wolf still won out I could tell. I smirked only to have the man place his forearm over my chest keeping me from moving I looked up at him arching a brow.

"Something I can help you with mutt?" I purred softly, knowing that would get him.

The man started to vibrate as I smirked, these dogs were so easy to piss off. "Easy Scruffy, we wouldn't want you shredding your clothes now would we?" I asked tapping his chiseled abs, we both shivered at the touch, I only smirked as he seemed to jump 20 feet back away from me. I chuckled softly, he was funny. The Indian growled as he looked up our eyes meeting once again I felt like the world was spinning, something completely unknown to me. The man cussed moving to punch an old oak tree I gasped softly as the tree crumbled down making a loud crashing sound as it felt between myself and the dog man. He growled looking over the fallen tree to me.

"Who the hell are you?" He ground out, I felt myself shiver at the huskiness of his voice, I silently cursed my body as his eyes narrowed picking up on my reaction.

"That is clearly none of your business." He only growled.

"Tell me your name girl!"

"Fuck off Fido!" I retorted his eyes flashed to mine looking me over once before coming back to my eyes.

"You're a Cullen." My shocked eyes met his satisfied ones as he crossed his massive arms over his equally amazing chest. "You are new… I never had the displeasure of meeting you." Something inside of me hurt at those words, why the hell I didn't now.

"And you shall not get the displeasure of knowing my name Mutt." Before I walked two steps the man had me pinned underneath him on the ground as he leered down at me.

"What's your name girl?" He asked his eyes trying to turn all wolfy I let out a small warning hiss.

"Get your filthy hands off of me mutt!" I said thrashing under his strong hold.

"Your Bella and the leech's daughter." He said letting me go moving away from me like I was a poisonous snake, I ignored the small feeling of hurt as I pushed myself up off the forest ground.

"Fuck off Fido." I said repeating my earlier phrase, he made another move for me but I moved quickly out of his way. He may be stronger than I am but I sure as hell am faster than any mutt. When he turned around I was long gone running through the forest ignoring the limbs as they came back hitting me over and over across the soft flesh of my skin. I had to get away from him, I couldn't stand being around him any longer.


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