I still miss you. I still think of you everyday. I still cry every night because I know I'll never see your eyes again… And even if I try to hold tears they will fall. Over and over again. Because I loved you.
Slowly, she entered the room. She looked around, smiling sadly. The room was still the same since then. His smell was still all over the place, haunting, remembering… The bed was neatly done and his books were still all over the table. All the stuff he left behind… Everything. It was still his room.
It was just… empty.
She sat on the bed quietly. It was like she could still see him. Like she could still feel him, his arms holding her, tears falling from his eyes… His warmth.
That lazy smile of yours… it always got on my nerve. I didn't know I would miss it so much back then. I guess… A tear fell from her blue eyes. … I guess I'll just have to live without you. At least try to…
She got up and went to the door. A sigh. The girl looked behind, facing the room she was leaving. He would never hug her again, she would never feel his kiss.
To think I never said it to anyone… what I really felt about you. I wish you could know now. I wish I could tell you… And, finally, smiling sadly at the memories flying in her mind, she left, ready to face another painful day. Without him.
Note: So short, so stupid. My first drabble, plz don't flame. ; Arigatou.
