Bring back what once was Mine
The definition of Friendship (Prologue)
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Friendship. The special bond that connects two people through both memories and experiences in our life. They can remain pure and light, or get swallowed by the betrayal. Through the year that came, I failed to realize the consequences of my actions and continued to live the blissful life of ignorance until she came. She that appeared before me, seeking her kinship. The dark mystery of the matter was something I inadvertently created.
My friend Toshiro. The boy I came to look up to and admire...and fell in love was cast aside as I went and spent a night with my other friend Kei. I knew that I promised him my attendance, but I found how easy it was to avoid him. Through the simplicity of my departure (or rather lack of arrival), I broke my promise with Toshiro. The trust he had placed on me was misguided as I betrayed him.
I knew he wanted the response to his proposal. He baited me with a game of soccer, but more than that, I knew. The reason why he asked, was because I couldn't refuse him. So when the time came, I was presented with an escape. I was stump and nervous for the inevitable. I really didn't want to see Toshiro because I had no answer to give him.
Why must I say no? I had a faint idea of my feelings, but I also became aware of my sister's. She who held Toshiro above anything else. It made the bigger sense for her to enter in such a relationship with Toshiro.
Eventually, my rationality became solidify by the arrival of Kei. He broke the chain that tied me down. I found no reason to refuse his assist as he took me away from the promised destination. The night was something I would never forget. It was both awesome and wonderful as I felt content. As I held Kei close to me, I felt everything was as it should. My sister would pursue Toshiro and we would arrive to our happy ending.
What I didn't expect, was that it didn't. The happy ending I was hoping for never came to be. Toshiro disappeared without a trace. None of his friends knew of where he had gone nor the motive behind his actions. When I got home, I found a message that he left on my phone. I only read the content, never really intended to reply back.
By the time I finished, Yuzu came home and said she missed a call. It was from Toshiro. She tried returning the call, only to hear the endless ring. Her phone never connecting to his. The dread quickly overturn the look of happiness she had before returning home. She quickly tried to leave, but I reached a hand out to her. I kept her at bay and despite her struggling, she remained where she was.
Up until now, I made many mistakes in my life. Only three of them I regret making. This would be the second as I spoke calmly and with much unexplainable confidence.
"I'm sure Toshiro's fine."
How wrong was I? Yet I managed to convince my twin as I spoke the faulty promise that everything will be alright. I knew not what I said, but knew the facile victory that came through my actions. It only lasted for a day before all hell broke loose.
"All good things must come to an end."
-Geoffrey Chaucer 1374
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End of Prologue
Author's Notes:
Well, there you go. The continuation of Breaking the Undesirable Cycle. What do you think so far? I'm going to include very dark elements. I'm going to mimic many different authors that dealt with the darkness until everyone sees the light. Please leave a review/comment as they help to fuel my passion. Until next time! sorrowXdarkness
