Strawberry Pocky: Hiro's Diary

Warnings: Shonen-ai, suicidal thoughts and actions (later on), yaoi, lovesickness, OOCness

Rating: Right now, PG rating may be raised

A/N: This is my first Gravitation fanfic, so bare with me if it's bad... And my chapters are gonna be really short (sorry)

Disclaimer: I do NOT own Gravitation; sadly it belongs to Murakami Maki. If I did own Gravitation..............................

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Days 1 and 2:

9/25/04

I watch him sing, the way I always do. My best friend since forever, when did it turn to love? He makes me lose all my senses, his big, shining purple eyes, and bubble gum pink hair, it's almost like a dream. I wonder what he'll think if I tell him... Maybe I'll tell him someday. But what if he doesn't love me back? I mean we're living together, so it would be weird if I told him and he didn't love me back. What then? I don't know if I could take it. How could I go on living, not only with him, but just living period. I don't know how much longer I can go on without telling him.

9/26/04

Today I have decided that I will tell him on October 1st, only four more days. Four more days of this torture. I think I can handle it.

We finished our new song! It's called Spicy Marmalade. It didn't take us that long this time! Only a week or two, our last song took almost two months! We're back on track! It's all thanks to Shu-chan! Oh, Shu-chan, just four more days until u know, only four. How will you respond? I wonder... What if you reject me? I'd be devastated. I don't think its good for me to keep all of this locked inside.