Hey this is 'demonsneverdie" I forgot my email address and password to my old account so I've had to make a new one, this was a story I started a while ago but as I haven't been able to carry on, with it since I've been unable to update so I'm going to start it here, and where I should have carried on, if you have read scars then you will know that this is set a year after Sam and Tom have moved to America, (I still recommend you read scars as this will be helpful) As you will know that Lewis is Sam's counsellor and he helped her to over come her mental health issues, but now Sam's with Tom and she's sort of happy, and Lewis is with Zoe but he's not happy at all because there's an attraction to one of his former clients and it's a very dangerous attraction, because Lewis could lose his job,
I'm filling you up on the back log here incase you haven't read it yet or you haven't read scars, I own nothing apart from Lewis as he is my character and Tom and Zoe belong to the bbc! anyway that's enough of my ramblings but I thought I would fill you in about everything and yeah so please read and review.
Sam woke in the early hours of the morning, after once again failing to fall asleep, she groaned. It had been the forth time this week that she was unable to relax and to drift off into a sleep, she yawned saliently hoping not wake Tom who was sleeping beside her, she smiled softly to herself as she thought about the other day when they both had the same day off(which was rare, even know they both worked the same shifts).
Sam stretched her achy but not sleepy limbs from under the sheets, she wondered for a moment whether it was the mediation that she was on that was causing her lack of sleep, she sighed. It wasn't the medication, she knew that herself, she just wanted to blame something.
She looked over and looked at Tom who was peacefully sound asleep, at least it was alright for some, she thought, and she sighed, she knew what was causing her lack of sleep, Lewis, lewis, lewis, Lewis . He had been invading her every waking thought for the last few days. She knew why of course.
They'd kissed, she remembered it so clearly, as she placed her little finger on her lips, she closed her eyes as she remembered what his lips felt like on hers, she'd wanted more and things had gotten heated before Lewis pushed her away and walked out the door,
ever since then he had been ingoring her calls, she had left message after message and he hadn't replied, it had hurt her in a way because he left her wondering where she stood, she knew that something had evoked in her that day when he came to visit her. That's why he was now always in her thoughts, she took another look at Tom, Tom who had been the most caring man, didn't deserve her hurting him this way, he was the man rang loved her, yet she craved different, she wanted Lewis, and she hated herself for it because Tom deserved better,
Tom began to stir and he rubbed his eyes hoping to remove the traces of sleep in them "hey you not sleeping again?" He asked and Sam shook her head "afraid not" she said and Tom sighed "I think you need to make an appointment with lewis to see if he can find out why you're not sleeping I mean you have a good session with him yeah?" Tom said and Sam nodded "I'll ring him in the morning," Sam said and Tom nodded before he yawned and went back to sleep, if only, Sam could do the same.
