About time I put something up huh? XD I had this typed like in MAY, and the reason I haven't put it up till now is because I kept freaking forgetting . Anyway, I felt like typing a poem since we were doing poetry in English, and this occured. First poem I ever did and I think it came out well. From Kadaj's POV, and YES of course he mentions he loves Cloud :P. Anyway, enjoy!


I lay here in this field of flowers,

Not sure about my feelings.

Should I be happy that I'm with Mother now?

Or should I be sad that you're no longer around?

I think about you, and your angelic face,

Your eyes so blue, your hair so unique

And your delicate lips that I long to taste.

The pain you hid, that glowed in your eyes

Did I put it there? Was it me you despised?

The glares you gave me, the anger you had,

You seemed to have no sympathy.

Was I really that bad?

But when I was weak and death was all I could see,

It was such a surprise,

How you changed and decided to hold me.

You seemed so sad to see me die,

I saw the look of sorrow on your face,

And to this day I wonder…..why?

Didn't you hate me? You didn't even try,

To talk to me, to know me,

Unless it was all a lie.

Did you care? Were you confused?

To admit your feelings,

And have your heart be bruised?

I want to tell you I never meant,

A word I said, a thing I did,

I think about it now and I regret.

I don't know what it is, or if it's true,

But something tells me inside

That I love you.

Those last few moments, how they are golden

As we let the rain touch us,

And looked at each other with words left unspoken.

I know you love me. Maybe that's why I miss you so much.

Why I want you here with me,

Why I long for your touch.

It won't be for awhile,

Until you come to me,

But I'll wait for you,

The hardest thing I've had to do.


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