Okay guys, i know you are probably going to kill me, but here is another one-shot. I couldn't help it, with the new BL sneak peek next epi (6x08), i've been in an extra brucasy good mood.
Okay, I really need your feedback on this, b/c if you guys like this i'm thinking about adding more chapters. It would be like maybe 2 or 3 more poem type chs. So if you are interested in more please comment and tell me.
So anywho this is a BL oneshot with a possibility of more. Hope you enjoy and as always I sadly do not own anything from one tree hill, only the ideas in my head!
This is forbidden, we both know it's true.
I keep replaying that simple fact in my head as I'm lying next to you.
You don't seem to have a care in the world you don't seem to mind,
and as you wrap your arm around me and pull me close, I promise to myself that this is the last time.
We share secret glances at each other when i pass you by.
We are both holding onto our spouses hands, so we just smile and say hi.
It's been a week since our last encounter and you've called me again,
but as much as I would like to pick the phone up and call you I can't quit thinking about who you are married to, my best friend.
I finally give in when I see you at Karen's cafe.
We go back to my parent's old place, and as you passionately kiss my lips, you take my breathe away.
A blouse, a shirt, pants, a jacket, a sweater,
they all are removed as we fall onto the bed and bask in this splendor.
I've never been so close to anyone like this before.
We can lie to ourselves and say this is just about sex, but we both know its so much more.
That night we decided it was the last time.
You gently brush the side of my cheek saying that you would always be mine.
I think back to that night, 2 weeks ago, wondering how this could be.
That amazing night spent with you has created this gift that is now growing inside of me.
He's escatic he has wanted a child for so long,
but its been over 3 months now and i know that i can't keep this from you, it would be wrong.
I call you and we agree to meet at our special place,
and as I walk into the house with the red door that used to be my own, I can see the look of shock on your face.
Silence surronds us until you look into my eyes.
I know what the next words out of your mouth will be as you ask, "Is it mine?"
I just nod my head yes what else is there to say.
You walk over to me and hold me in your arms as you whisper soothing words, "everything will be okay."
You pull away to look at me, tears running down your face.
"Do you feel that?" you ask, "That's what happens when I'm near you. My heart begins to race."
As you place your hand over my stomach I begin to cry,
but you just pull me upstairs to the bed and hold me as we lie.
"I wan't to buy this house and live in it with you like you did before,
I want you to be my pretty girl again, the girl behind the red door"
I want to say yes but instead I stay quiet.
Instead I snuggle into the warmth of your embrace, knowing that we can't have forever, but we can have tonight.
