I was so mad! They got rid of this cuz the rating got changed to G. Hell, its not that bad! Anyway, here it is again, and the layout won't even go the way I want it too...

I am left all alone
I want to scream for you to be here
Why are you not?

I sit in a corner with my hands over my ears
I want to hear your voice calling my name
Can you not talk?

I block my eyes so I cannot see your face
I want to look at you so very much
Are you invisible?

I write to make emotions leave me
I want nothing more than to feel as you do
Do you know how to teach?

I drag a blade across my wrist
I want for your hands to take it away
Are you strong enough?

I walk from all who can see me
I want you to look at me
Are you blind?

I have lunch in front of me and ignore it
I want to eat with you without feeling sick
Maybe you are anorexic

I lie on the floor in the classroom
I want you to come and help me up
Maybe I am to heavy

I have the rain pounding on my face
I want you to shield me with your umbrella
Do you have one?

As I write this I cry
I want you to comfort me
Why do you not?

I know
I can tell you why
Why do I not?

Because I do not believe in it
Because I am here and you are not

Because you are dead