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Save my soul by JoJo
She came home crying.
You got what you wanted
Didn't you?
Her heart bruised.
Don't know where your heart is
But mine's bruised
She knew from the start that he would only break her again and again.
You knew when you started
That I'd lose
Her tears were fell like blood. They didn`t stop falling
The blood on the carpet
Is not you
She tried to forget him, but she could still remember everything. Nothing bad, only the good things.
I tried to wash the scars and marks from under my skin
But you're etched in me like stone
They tried to help her, but she loved him way too much to let go.
You can't save me
"Why did he call you! I'm the only guy you're allowed to talk to." Why didn't I understand, back then that he didn't want me? I was just another girl to him, she thought.
You call it love, but still you hate me?
"Please baby, she is just another girl. I`d kill myself if you left. I love you."
Lord I try and I can't say no
It felt so right, but so wrong. He gave me pain, but he also gave me happiness.
You're the pain and the medicine
His kisses were so magical. He could kiss her she`d be numb.
One taste and I'm numb again
And she had tried to say no, yet she gave in to his kiss.
You can't save me
Lord I try and I can't say no
"Gosh, you look magical." He took her waist and kissed her. She could feel her heart beating as fast as it did the first time they kissed. Their lips parted ways. "Never leave me. I love you too much."
Oh lord, na, na, na, na, na, yeah
She couldn't bring herself to leave him, she loved him too much.
Ain't nothing I can do to save my soul
Oh lord, na, na, na, na, na, yeah
Why, why did she always come back. It's like she was the moth and he the light. She was drawn to him.
You've got your chains wrapped around me so tight
"Gosh, why won`t you ever give me enough space to breathe! You're an uptight woman, who doesn`t trust me enough to speak to other women." "But, I do trust you. I was only wondering why she would text you that. God, I need to leave." She tried to tell him. "No, youre not. Do I need to remind you that were equal now? Remember when that guy called you, I wasn't mad at all. But when a girl tries to text me something unimportant you freak out. You are ridiculous." He yelled. "She tried to text you something unimportant? And that guy was only asking for an assignment we needed to do. He didn't call me back, we`re barely speaking to each other. But that girl texts every day. And I haven't complained until now." She told him. "Huh, that is not true. And you still don't get to leave."
Give me enough just to keep me alive
"I have tried breaking up with him, but it hurts." She talked out loud to herself. "For goodness sake, why am I addicted to him. He is just so irresistible. I try to run away, but I always come back. God, why won`t I give my heart a break?
I try to run but it hurts every time, I try
He tried kissing her, he tried to bribe her into staying.
Lord I try and I can't say no (Oh Lord)
Lord I try and I can't say no
Oh lord, na, na, na, na, na, yeah
Oh lord, na, na, na, na, na, yeah
Oh lord, na, na, na, na, na, yeah
She felt her hands shattering every picture she had of them together.
Ain't nothing I can do to save my soul
Oh lord, na, na, na, na, na,yeah
Oh lord, na, na, na, na, na, yeah
Oh lord, na, na, na, na, na, yeah
He finally did it, he broke her.
You got what you wanted
Didn't you?
Her voice was venomous when she finally said it.
"I hate you Adrien Agreste."
I really hope you guys liked this one-shot. Ive had this idea for a little while and here is the results. English is not my first isnt my first language, but i have tried to fix what I can fix. This one-shot is about a mentally abusive relationship and the addiction that comes with love. Ive never been in a relationship myself because Im young so i hope this is close to the way a mentally abusive relationship works. Please write som reviews both positive and negative. i love to read them and improve my writing. Goddibye
