Walking though the unlocked door, the guilt from what he had done lastnight hit him like a wall. ~Flash Back~ " If you never loved me Gil, you should have just left me. You should have never stopped me years ago. I'm tire red of only feeling hurt all the time. I'm tired of all your one night stands. Can't you just leave my already broken heart alone, why do you insist on damaging it more?" Y/N yelled at the albino before he. The eyeliner she had applied earlier that day smearing down her face because of the tears; covering the bags that had formed under her eyes. Y/N had lived a sad life and had always been depressed. It was her 11th year at school when she had finally had enough of the verbal and physical abuse her mother and stepdad gave her. She never met her real father, he had no interest in her and left years ago. Walling toward the tracks that ran by her home, she knew exactly how to end her pain. The midnight train would pass soon and that would bring an end to her pain. Hearing the whistle of the aproching train she readied herself for the jump and started her run towards the tracks. But as she jumped to font herself in front of the train, an arm encircled her waist and pulled her back to safety. Gilbert had seen the girl running to her doom and couldn't help but feel the strong edge to save her. From that night in he protected her, he became her guardian angel and what was a friendship soon budded into a romance. And as the promised their hearts to each other they knew they would be together forever. "Why would I leave such an easy lay. You'll never leave me Y/N and you know it." he told her before smashing his lips to hers. Y/N was truly the love of his life. He could face anything for you, but one fear haunted him like no other, the fear of commitment. Troubled by his fear, he would spend countless nights at the bar, drinking his worries away. Often he would get so drunk that he would loose himself and leave with countless women, resulting in a one night stand. Then Y/N would find out and it would break your heart, causing him to go off drinking again. But unlike those other nights he didn't leave with some woman, instead he went home to her. Breaking the kiss Y/N slapped her albino lover across the cheek leaving a bright hand mark on his face. "you little slut, you are a worthless whore, you are nothing." he yelled at her before slapping her back so hard it sent her flying into a stand that held their favorite pictures. Upon impact it broke along with several frames sending shards of glass into her side. "Remember this Y/N , you are a worthless person. You ate nothing more then a speck of dirt on the floor and will always be. You are the biggest mistake I have ever made. I should never have saved you. You should have died three years ago by that train. You would have done the world a favor if you did" he told the female before leaving the apartment. ~Present time~ Stepping into the scene of the crime he looked over the damage he had done last night. Kneeling to the floor, he found one of his favorites and picked up the picture, admiring you in his arms. niall holla flask back~ Two lovers sat contently in each others arms by a near set of tracks. if the works were to end they would die happily in each others arms. But tonight the albino male was nervous. In his pocket lay a small velvet box, and inside the box was what he hoped would make you his forever. "Y/N" he started "remember last year when we first met here. Because I do, I remember the beautiful and awesome girl I found. And now I want to turn that awesome girl into my awesome other half. Will you be mine?" he asked her while getting on one knee. Tears graced her soft cheeks as she took his hand and stood, walking him over to the tracks. " Gilbert you have always been my other half and you always will be. I promise to love you in this life and the next. And even when we part at deaths lip, I shall still love you. You are the only one who will hold my heart. That is my promise to you Gilbert." Y/N told him. "Y/N, I promise to love you till the end of time and longer if eternity allows it. You are the other half to my awesome heart. I will fallow you anywhere and anyplace." He told her, sliding in the ring. ~Back to Present Time~ Placing the picture in his pocket he made his way down the hall where he saw a cant light from under a door. Opening the bathroom, he found it empty of everything but a few blood stained glass shards and the now cold red tinted water of a bath. Taking the shards he went to throw them away when something in the trash caught his eye. His heart stopped when he saw the pink plus mark on the end of the stick. His love was pregnant. Y/N was going to bare his child, he was going to be a father. A wave of happiness went through him at the thought, but it was soon replaced by the guilt of what he had done to his love the evening before. Turning the light off, he exited the bathroom longing for his lovers embrace. Continuing down the hall he opened his and your bedroom door to find you sleeping on the bed. Your arms were crossed over your chest, and you were barren of any covers. You looked like an angle, breaking Gilbert's heart in your slumber. Approaching you he let one hand rest on your stomach and the other caress your soft cheek. But the small smile that once graced his lips disappeared when he came to a sad conclusion. You skin was not warm and lively but instead cold and pale. He dropped to his knees in despair when he was the hall empty pill bottle next to you. Gilbert, who had insomnia, had been prescribed a sleeping medication. He never used it but still kept it in the house just in cause. Burying his head him you stomachs he remembered all that he had told you, knowing that it was him that caused your suicide. In the end he had been the death of you. He knew he couldn't live without you and as a single tear escaped his eye he knew what he had to do. Picking up a hall empty glass of water on your side table he kissed your soft cold lips one last time, before swallowing the half bottle of pills that was left. Laying himself next to you he wrapped his arms around your body and measles his face in your collar, setting you on top of him. Thinking of better times, he felt this eyes go heavy. The last thing that came to his mind was the picture in his pocket. He thought of how much he loved you and let his eyes such. Letting eternal slumber take over him, he was glad to die with the one he loved.
