another one-shot cuz I want to make up for the slow updates...gomen...this is an angsty one with lots of cussing and mental instability....i know its OOC but well just tell me what you think by R&R
Disclaimer: I do not own InuYasha or anything related...they all belong to Rumiko Takahashi
A Thin Line
If I can't be with Kagome, then I can't have us be in love...I have to make her hate me... thought Inuyasha. The silver haired hanyou with puppy dog ears and gold eyes was once again in the Goshiboku thinking about his predicament with Kagome and Kikyou. His choice now was clear to him. He has to make Kagome hate him, if they can't be together, if he had to go to hell with Kikyou, then he had to break it to Kagome now. When everything was over, Kagome has to hate Inuyasha not love him.
This isn't really how I want it to end...but I have to....It's cruel enough with Kikyou in the world of the living...but even crueler to have us torn apart and still have feelings for one another, if we are to be apart it has to be because she hates me....we can't be in love...not with these heartless fates... he thought.
"Kagome, we need to talk..." said Inuyasha
"Okay Inuyasha I'll be right there." said Kagome
Kami help me.... "LOOK BITCH I SAID COME HERE!" yelled Inuyasha I have to make her hate me.....
"W-what did you say!!" said Kagome "INUYASHA OSU-"
Suddenly Inuyasha grabbed Kagome covering her mouth and holding her from behind. I don't want to do this.... Thought Inuyasha sadly. Inuyasha then forcefully threw Kagome on the ground.
"Don't try to sit me Bitch!" said Inuyasha "IF YOU TRY THAT AGAIN IT'LL BE WORST THAN A THUMP ON THE GROUND!" I have to make her hate me....
"Inuyasha..." said a now crying Kagome. "W-why..."
I HAVE TO MAKE HER HATE ME... "Stop crying bitch, geez your such a fucking baby! Worst than Shippo!" yelled Inuyasha
"The only reason I fucking protect you is because you just a shard detector...not even a very good one! Kikyou would have done better!...If she wasn't fucking dead then I bet she would have already found all the fucking shards...in fact they Shikon no Tama probably wouldn't even have been shattered." said Inuyasha his words like ice.
There was a thin line between love and hate and Inuyasha had just crossed it.
"I can't fucking believe you thought I loved you....who the hell would love you" said Inuyasha I can never be with Kagome....I have to make her hate me... he thought inwardly crying....his heart was breaking.... this is how it has to be...
"I...I'm sorry...if that's what you think of me.." said Kagome still crying her now broken heart out. "But I'm not Kikyou! I'm sorry about the Shikon no Tama! and NO MATTER WHAT I YOU SAY OR DO I WON'T STOP LOVING YOU!!" said Kagome as hugged him tightly like there was no tomarrow.
"I don't know why your saying this..but no matter how your voice may sound...I see it in your eyes that your lying...and even if you aren't...I won't stop loving you Inuyasha...never...even if fate tears us apart 500 years...even if you go to hell with Kikyou...I won't stop loving you and nothing can change the way I feel...nothing."
"K-Kagome...d-don't..I have to make you hate me...." said Inuyasha now on his knees on the verge of wanting to cry himself. "I-I can't...we have to hate...not love...I.."
"It's okay...for now we can just be in love...I want to love you Inuyasha...I won't ever hate you..."
"Kagome!" said Inuyasha as he held her as if she was to disappear at any moment. "I'm sorry...I love you...."
"I love you too Inuyasha...I can never hate you..."
There is a thin line between love and hate. Inuyasha crossed it....Kagome brought him back.
I was crying when I wrote this...I know it's OOC and its really angsty and weird...but pls R&R..
-akire
