chapter 1

She tossed back another glass of tequila and signaled for the bartender. She needed another, except soon after the drink was poured she realized that one wasn't going to cut it.

"Leave the bottle."she said when the bartender move to help The drink burned her throat on the way down ,but it was ok because it numbed the pain. This pain it was so close to the one she felt back in 2012 when she thought Jhonny had died. But something has died she told her quickly poured and down another glass of tequila trying really hard not to think of what happened today. When she woke up this morning she never thought she'd be sitting here,At a bar in chigago alone eyes red and puffy from cring and her hair all over the place, she never thought that she would ever feel this kind of betrayle.

"Are you okay miss".the bartender ask giving her a compassionate smile. Was she? no she wasn't but she didn't want anyone else to feel sorry for her, she was Samantha Gene Brady the strongest woman she knows. No your not she screamed to her self in her head."Yes thank you just having a rough day." She smiled a fake smile.

She looked at the time 1:00am. She need to find a room to go lie down in. "Are there any hotels around here?" she asked the man behind the bar."There's one a block away from here." "Thank you." she got up and through a $100 bill on the bar "keep the change." she said picked her bag the bottle of tequila and was heading to the door . "Wait miss you fogot your phone."she walked back to the bar and looked down at the phone screen 30 message and 50 missed calls. she quickly took the battery out the phone and throwed it in the trash she couldn't bare to hear anyones voice right now she feared she would break down and cry,that's the last thing she need right now.

She hurried up the block to the hotel and checked in paying cash and using a fake name she couldn't risked him finding her she wasn't ready to face him and she thought she will never be. She went up to her room and took the bottle of tequila out of her bag opened it and drank until everthing around her was hazy her eyelides dropped heaivly luring her to a dreamless sleep a single tear falling from a closed lid.


im a die hard ejami fan but what ej did beak my trust im just playing around with a story hope you like it