MISSING YOU
Calleigh stood in front of his grave, holding the picture of them together. Happy. The one feeling she didn't know existed anymore. They were finally happy together. Then it was all taken away from her. That one day her whole world fell apart. It had been two months. Two months since the day he died. It was all too much.
"Put the gun down!" he yelled.
Kerner just sneered and pulled the trigger. Calleigh had froze. She had been weaponless and afraid. She thought she was going to die there at the mercy of Kerner. She closed her eyes so she wouldn't see it coming. When the bullet didn't come she opened her eyes again. Kerner lie dead on the floor. Horatio in front of her, bleeding, dying.
"Horatio! No no no no no no no no." she cried as she fell beside him.
"Calleigh, I love you." Horatio said quietly.
She saw him take his last breath and he was gone from her life forever.
I cried next to you until I was forced to leave.
I haven't gone home since you left me.
Home isn't home without you near me.
I don't sleep anymore because you haunt my dreams.
I went to your funeral and completely fell apart.
Nothing can help me.
No one can help me. My tears don't fall anymore.
I am nothing without you.
I can't take it anymore.
It's too much.
I stand here now, next to your grave.
I hold the picture of you and I.
I lie down next to you and place it over my heart.
I don't want to be alone any longer.
I'm not afraid.
I don't feel anything but hurt.
I just want all the pain to go away.
But soon the pain will disappear.
All I have to do is pull the trigger.
I can't take the pain anymore.
It's too much for me to handle.
I look at the picture one last time and replace it over my heart.
I love you Horatio.
And I place the gun to my head.
Soon it will all be over.
It is too much.
Aim and fire.
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