Those three damned words
It shouldn't be so hard, right? Its only a few words...sure they do have a heavy meaning, but he was the Awesome Kingdom of Prussia! He could do anything! Anything at all! Yea..right.
Gilbert sighed heavily, watching his blond friend..lover? Eh, boyfriend for sure! He did make a move on the Canadian, which was awesome, he totally got a great reaction and they were together now. But yea, he was watching him, outta the corner of his eye, they were sitting at Matthew's place, the blond snuggled up to Gilbert's side, arm around his little Canadian.
Gilbert sighed once more as his mouth opened and yet no words came out, just awakward unhappy unawesome feelings welling up inside him. Matthew noticed that one though, looked up at him, causing the Prussian to shut his mouth and avert his eyes quickly as possible.
"Gil? Is there something wrong?" He tilted his head to side, making the Prussian squirm at the cuteness. "Do you not like the movie? We could chang~"
"Its not that, Mattie...I'm just...thinkin about some stuff, ya know?" He said, smirking his I'm-so-awesome-smirk. Matthew wasn't buying it for a second.
"What are you thinking about than?"
"Uh..nothing major, just watch the movie babe, aint nothing to worry about." Gilbert forced himself to stare at the screen and pretend to care about...what the fuck were they watching agian?
Matthew poked his boyfriend in the side. "I know when you're lying, Gilbert, now come on, tell me." He pestered.
"Nothing, I swear." He said, looking right into those blue-violet eyes, making the Canadian back down.
"O-Okay.." He said, resettling against him, knowing that when Gilbert wanted to talk about it, he would. He knew the man well enough that he was still in his thinking phase.
Gilbert decided to comfort the Canadian by a sweet kiss to the cheek, causing the younger boy to blush cutely. "Kesese, adorable." He pulled Matthew into his lap, deepening that blush furthur. Fuck the movie, he had a cute Canadian that he could conquer instead...or at least have a heavy make out session.
"Alright, you can do this! You're awesome, remember?" Gilbert said to the mirror. "Just say it, its not hard, just some fuckin words!" But what he wanted wouldn't come out, maybe cause he was saying it to his own face? It was a little odd...but he didn't have any pictures of his sweet Mattie!
"Dammit!" He slammed his fist against the skin top in frusration. It was more than he could stand! "Gah, Mattie, why oh why did you have to turn me into such a pussy? Its so not awesome."
"Hello Gilbert!" Matthew greeted after another world meeting. "Weren't to bored out in the hall were you, eh?"
"Hm? Oh yea, I was totally awesomely entertained." He smirked. "I could hear Artie and Americana having their sexual tenstion bitch fit at each other quite clearly."
Matthew turned scarrlet. "Gilbert!" He scolded. "That's not nice to say." He whispered.
"Oh you know they want each other, Artie told me once when he was totally shit faced. Its only a matter of time till they just throw down in the confrerence room and~"
"Gilbert! Please!" Matthew covered his face, that now matched his maple leaf flag. "N-No more!"
Gilbert just laughed but agreed he would stop, throwing an arm around his boyfriend. "So how about we finally ditch and get some drinks or something?"
Matthew lowered his hands, glancing at the red-eyed man. "Oh, well...I..." He fiddled with this hands. "I'm kinda..worn out..and.."
"Kesese, we can just head back to the room if you want, Mattie, gott." He tipped the boy's chin up and kissed his lips softly. "You are allowed to do what ya want."
"I-I know that..it-its just.."
"You're to awesome, you kow that?" Gilbert smirked.
Matthew blushed wildly at the complient, coming from the Prussian, thats a very big deal and it always made his heart flutter and his stomach flop many times. "Th-Thank you...Gil." He looked away shyly.
Gilbert opened his mouth, he was gonna say it, he could feel it, it was perfect timing! Those beautiful eyes looked in to his and his awesome shrunk and his mouth shut. Fuck...
Matthew hardly stayed awake after he laid down with Gilbert on the plush hotel bed, his eyes fluttering and struggling to stay open. Gilbert was highly amused by it and was trying to convince the Canadian to just go to sleep, only to have him protest that the Prussian was wide awake and it would be rude to do that to him.
"Mattie, fuckin sleep, I'll get bored and fall asleep right after, promise." He chuckled.
"Mmm, promise?" He murmured, cuddling up to the half naked Prussian, both having striped down to their boxers for sleep. He was already gone by the time Gilbert repeated his promise.
Gilbert amused himself by playing with the boys soft hair, watching him taking relaxed breaths, that meeting truely took it out of him. He smiled softly to himself, he was so lucky to have someone as awesome as him.
"Sweet Mattie.." He whispered, the boy not stirring. "I don't think I've ever meet someone as amazing as you, who puts up with me so much." Still the boy stayed asleep. "I think you just as awesome as me and I...and I.." He gulped, he leaned down kissing his cheek, knowing he couldn't hear. "I love you, Matthew."
The Canadian stirred a little, nuzzling against his lover, mummbling in sleep. "I love you..Gilbert..mmm."
Gilbert blushed, crap, he got caught? But..he was still asleep...He held the boy closer. He said it...that's all that mattered. He smiled widely, proud of his awesome self, now he felt ready to say it when Matthew was awake! And he would.
