This is something I wrote in junior high. Nothing has been changed. Please don't hate me for this. I already hate myself.
PUPPY EYES
"Tell us
a story daddy."
"Yeah! Tell us about your sister
again."
"Aren't you kids sick of that story yet?" Goten
said, sounding really hurt.
"No."
"Please daddy. We'll
go straight to our room and clean it before we clean it."
"Well
I can't pass up that offer now can I? All right then, sit by me and
I'll tell you her sorrow-felt life. As you know it wasn't always
like that. She was once a happy little thing. Always willing to help
others no matter what the cost. And once she paid dearly for that.
This is what happened….
It was a normal afternoon. I was with
dad in the old swimming hole that he and your uncle Gohan always went
to. Gohan was with his wife Videl and his daughter Pan in the fields
by the school. Sam was with mother, trying to keep her alive. Sam
kept telling us that mom was just sick but we knew. Well, maybe not
father but Gohan and I sure did. Trunks would stop by sometimes and
see how things were going. Back then was when the two of them were in
love. That's when she was happy. When she was still with us."
"How
are you doing today Sam? Is your mother getting better?"
"I'm
fine. But mom is still sick. She's getting better though. She can
actually get out of bed by herself without any help."
"Well
that's good. Are you sure you're okay?! You look like you need
someone to talk too." He started to rub his hands down her
sides.
"Stop it. I need to get this food to mom. Then I'll
come down and talk to you."
Sam started walking up the stairs
with her tray.
'Who says I want to talk?'
"Here
you go, some soup and crackers. If you need anything just ask okay.
Oh and I almost forgot your water."
"Thanks Samantha. You're
really great."
"Thanks mom."Trunks sat on the
couch impatiently for Sam to come back down.
'Hurry up. Calm
down Trunks, mother said this would happen if you kept the anger
inside. Man I wish we had an enemy to face. I could take out my
frustration on that. But that's impossible. We haven't had any
problems lately. I have no one left to take my anger out on. What the
hell, I'll worry about that later. I need to pop the question soon
before I snap.'
"What did you need to talk to me
about?"
Trunks's neck snapped to see Sam holding two glasses
of ice tea in front of her. She had that smile on her face that could
cheer even Vegeta up. He didn't even realize that Sam was now
standing in front of him with a confused look on her face.
"Don't
you like ice tea? You used to always drink it before."
"What?
Oh yes. I do like this type of drink. Thank you."
"So what did
you need? Is it Vegeta again? I told you I would never go back and do
that again!"
"No Sam I don't want you to try and train with
dad again. You nearly got killed remember?!"
"Yes. You don't
have to keep reminding me! But he did care that I was hurt."
"That
may be but didn't stay very long with you now did he?"
"Can
we please change the subject? I don't like to talk about
that."
"Fine then. Let's go out into the forest so I can say
what I need to say."
"Why can't you say it here?"
"Just
in case you scream."
"Why would I have the need to
scream?"
"Just trust me alright."
"Okay."
He
wrapped his arms around her and flew off. They landed shortly after
at the edge of the forest.
"Care to walk with me?" He held out
his arm so Sam could wrap her arm around his. They looked like they
were walking down the isle. Sam's curiosity was starting to get the
better of her. But she kept her place. She wouldn't walk all over
the place; she would stay in a straight line. He demanded a lot of
respect from her. She was obedient like a dog would be to their
owner. They stopped at a rock by their favourite pond and placed her
on the rock. He told her a lot of things before proposing. Sam
accepted of course. He held for a while then took her home. They
would discus the arrangements the next day. Sam was to excited to
sleep. If you ask me, she should have slept. It would have been her
last time to get rest. She woke up early the next morning to get a
fresh start. She knew that her life would change forever but she
didn't care. She got in the shower and primped herself up. She
slowly walked down the stairs just as the doorbell rang. She opened
the door with a smile. She couldn't say the same thing about trunks
though. He was as miserable as ever. He walked in and sat down on the
couch. Sam slowly shut the door and sat next to him. He wouldn't
even look at her, so she decided to massage his shoulders. As soon as
her hands hit his shoulders he jolted away.
"Don't touch
me!"
Sam moved and looked into his eyes.
"What's wrong?
Are you angry because of me?"
"No stupid. It's because of my
father. He's being an asshole again."
"Did he find out? He
wont let us get married will he?"
"It's not about the
wedding. He's just having one of those days and decided to take it
out on me."
"Do you want to make the plans tomorrow?"
"No.
Let's talk about it now. Might as well get it out of the way while
we can."
"Alright."
They sat and discussed it for hours.
Finally they came up with the perfect wedding and honeymoon.
"So
I'll see you at the alter."
"Yeah. Bye. Say hi to Bulma for
me."
"I will."
It had been two years since
Sam and Trunks had been married. Still she bore no child. He thought
that something was wrong with her. Every once in a while he would
yell at her. Even hit her. He was too angry for words to describe.
One night Sam was making up the bed when Trunks came in as pissed as
could be.
"Are you alright honey? What happened this
time?"
"Don't talk to me bitch! You shouldn't be here. I
told you to leave!"
"But we're married. I can't leave. You
once said that you didn't want me to leave."
"That was
before. This is now. Get the fuck out!"
"But why? What have I
done wrong?"
"Everything! Even being born was a problem. I
knew I should have married that friend of yours, Noriko."
Sam's
heart was already broken but he was really tearing it this time. Sam
got brave. This would be the first time in a long time. She stood up
firmly and shouted her response.
"NO. I don't want to leave.
I'm still in love with you but you have a hard time to see that.
What happened to you?"
"Don't Sam. Don't you dare talk
back to me like that again! My father told me that a man must have
control over his girl. I'm just listening to him."
"You
don't have too. You're a free man, a man who is able to make his
own decisions. But the way you act now is like you're a mad man.
You like to abuse me and I wont stand for that any more!"
"That's
right. You wont stand for it, you'll be on the bed before then."
He
flew at her and she landed hard on the mattress.
"You call this
abuse Sam? I'll show you abuse!"
Sam tried to fight back but
it was no use. He was in control as usual. But this time he was going
to far.
"You're hurting me!"
He looked up from her
breasts that he was sucking on. He was silent for a minute. Trying to
keep the taste in his mouth.
"Get used to it!"
"Then why
did you marry me?"
"The sex was good. But now I'm bored of
it."
When Sam had awakened she found herself
out in a doghouse. She looked up and saw Trunks staring down at
her.
"Stay. This is where you belong. I'll come back and feed
you in the morning.
Sam found a bowl in front of
her when she woke up. But this food wasn't normal. It was dog food.
Sam decided that she hungry enough to eat it. She really was
starving. That's when Sam did something weird. Instead of eating it
with her hands like she usually would do. She ate with her mouth like
an animal would. Sam finished just as soon as Trunks had come out.
She wiped her mouth and stood up.
"Who said you could
stand?"
Sam obediently sat down.
"Good girl. Now there's
something I would like you to do. One, never speak again. Two, never
see your family again. Three, stay out of the house just in case I
want to invite a girl over."
"But why? Why would I have
to…"
"STOP SPEAKING!"
"But if I don't speak, I'll
forget."
"That's not my problem. You listen to me
understand." With that he left.
Trunks didn't
pay very much attention to her so he got someone to come over and
took care of her. Pan played ball with her and took her into the
woods. Once Sam got too much like an animal and bit Pan. Pan beat Sam
and left her to find her own way home. Sam got up and tried to find
her way home. She failed. She cuddled up next to an old abandoned
house and cries herself to sleep. A wolf passed by and saw her lying
on the ground. He walked slowly up to her with great caution. He
poked her with his nose a few times. Finally Sam became so irritated
that she jumped up. This caused the wolf to jump at least three feet
backwards. Sam looked up at him with fear. He slowly started to
approach her again. Sam darted from right to left to see if he would
hurt her. It was clear that he would run away if she wanted to. This
made her feel safe. She could tell he knew that she was more animal
than human. Her movements told him all he needed to know. She moved
closer to him and started to rub against him. He rubbed her back
causing her to fall asleep. Pan was back home and told Trunks false
news. She told him that Sam had run away.
"Sam ran away from
me. I tried to get her back but she hurt me instead. You should
punish her for this."
"Don't worry I will."
The next morning Sam woke up in her 'new home'.
'What
happened? Was that a dream? It couldn't have been. He was so kind
to me.'
"WHERE THE HELL HAVE YOU BEEN?"
'Uh oh.'
"I
hope you know I was out all night looking for you."
'You do
care about me.'
"I told you what would happen if you disobeyed
me."
'No you didn't.'
"This will teach you to
listen."
Sam followed him like a loyal pet. He grabbed her and
threw her onto the floor and beat her nearly to death.
Sam woke up at eight o'clock. She was once again outside. She could hardly move. That same wolf came back to see her. He watched over her all day. He put some type of meat in front of her. Sam made no move for the food. He thought that something was wrong and moved it closer. She still didn't move. He rubbed his head to see if that would help. Finally he gave up and licked the side of her face before leaving. Sam waited until some strength came back and started to eat. This food was absolutely delicious. She couldn't help but lick her lips. After a while the wolf came back and put something else in front of her. Flowers. She started to cry. He rubbed close to her to comfort her. Then he started to lick away her tears. He lay on the floor and tried to get her to lie beside him. She took the hint and fell asleep near the warmth of his fur.
Trunks came out again and found the both of them asleep
together. Sam woke up and told him to run. He tried to get her to run
away with him. With the chain attached to her collar it would be very
difficult. She moved him away from her raging husband. He ran
promising that he would return for her.
"What was all that
about. I should kill the both of you for that. Why am I even talking
to you? You're just a dumb animal." Sam knew he was treating her
wrong but she still stayed with him anyway. He led her back to the
bedroom and she lay back down on the floor ready and
waiting.
"Instead of beating you again Sam, I have another idea.
You sign these divorce papers and I'll let you go back to that
lover of yours. Can you still write? If not I could always forge your
signature. So answer my question, can you still write?"
Sam
shook her head to reply 'no'. Then she hung her head low as if
she expected to be stricken.
"Thanks for everything Sam. You
were good while you lasted." Then he dismissed her. She ran out and
lay back in her house until further notice.
Sam woke up to see a car pull up. She saw Pan and Trunks climb out and race for the bedroom. They kept her up all night with their screams coming from the open window. Even though it was up on one of the higher levels she could still hear them. Sam buried her head in her blankets then fell asleep again.
Pan and Trunks
were standing really close talking about something. He looked a bit
hurt. Like he had just lost his best friend. She seemed very anxious.
Sam decided to get up and go to them. Maybe they wanted to play and
forget about their problems. She picked up her ball and ran to
them.
"Go away Sam. Not now. I said leave. Fine I'll throw the
damn ball."
Pan threw the ball away. Just a little into the
woods.
"We have to get rid of her. She's nothing but a
pain."
"But she was my first. And she's loyal. She would
never harm us if she knew how in love we are."
"Remember the
time she bit me? What makes you think she wont do it again?"
"I
suppose you're right. But it seems like such a waste."
"She's
only a mutt. Or bitch in this case. You'll forget her. I'll help
you forget. Just like last night."
"Fine. But how do we get
rid of her?"
Sam had to pick the worst time to come back. She
dropped the ball and rubbed against him. He got the idea. She
wouldn't feel abandoned this way. He picked up her ball and
whispered in her ear.
"Thanks for always being there. You're
the greatest friend a guy could have. Sorry about this. I will miss
you. But I wont forget all the times we had." Then he threw that
ball as far as he could into the woods. Sam ran as fast as she could
to find it. By the time she sniffed it out it was late. She turned to
find her way home but couldn't remember which way she came from.
After a while she came up to a pack of wolves. They all seemed to be
trying to box her in. Another wolf came and fended off all of the
others. He took her by the back of her collar and led her away from
there. It was the same wolf that kept watching over her. He said his
name was Adrian. (Meaning 'dark one') He taught her how to howl,
hunt and fish. He made them a home, which was bigger than the both of
them needed. She asked why but he would never reply. He knew his
dream was impossible but it would be nice to try. He led her deep
into the forest as was going to make his moves on her when they
spotted a cave. It was getting ugly outside so they went in. They
heard a voice calling them.
"Don't fear me. I wont hurt
you."
They saw a little girl sitting on the ground.
"You
can stay here if you want. This can be your home too. I get so lonely
here."
"Not interested. What the?"
"I can give the
power of speech. You both have that now young wolf."
"I was
planning something with my wife but you ruined it for me."
"I
can leave at anytime." She started toward the opening of the cave.
"And wolf…"
"My name is Adrian."
"Alright Adrian.
If you were to do that, she would give you babies. This place is
magical. It would work."
"Great. Now go so we can get
started."
Sam didn't know what was going on because she was
looking around. Checking out the place. He slowly crept up behind
her. Then stood on her back. She ran then turned around.
"What
was that for? What were you trying to do?"
"You know. We've
always wanted to try it out."
"But it won't work."
"Yes
it will."
"Fine but if it fails you owe me a… a… rare type
of fish."
"Is that all?"
"Well yeah. I couldn't think
of anything else."
"Right. Get on all fours and bend over.
This will hurt later. You know how dogs do it right?"
"Yes."
"Well
wolves are different. They link for five hours to make sure that the
female is fertilized well enough."
"Oh. Then maybe we
shouldn't do this."
But it was too late. He was already on
her and stayed as still as possible.
"T… Try not to move Sam.
It would be easier if you lay down."
"There is nowhere to sit
that's soft."
"Over there on that small patch of grass. Ooh
hurry."
Sam got there right before they both collapsed.
"Sorry
about that dear."
"N… No… problem."
"Sorry Adrian.
I really didn't mean to hurt you. Uh… god this feels so
good."
"So you… really like that huh?!" Adrian made this
face. It looked like he was smiling evilly.
"You want me to try
and force it in a little more?"
Sam wasn't really paying
attention to him. She started to scream.
"Baby? Are you all
right? Do I have to leave?"
"Don't you dare! I'll kill you
if you do! I like this. This is what normal humans do when they love
something. And I love you so."
"Oh… I… I love you too. I'm
glad you chose me over the others."
"Don't mention it. Love
works in mysterious ways."
There was a bit of a pause.
"How
many pups will we have?"
Adrian looked down at her. He licked
behind her neck.
"Well… usually a family has two pups. Some
have more. I really don't know Sammy."
She looked at the
ground.
"You're thinking of him aren't you?"
"No."
Sam let out a bit of a sigh. "I'm thinking about how the children
will turn out. They may come out deformed."
"I guess that's
a risk we're going to have to take. I love you and the only way to
keep you is to have pups with you. I can't lose you. I wont allow
it! EVER!"
I am evil, yesss.
