I was bored and browsing 4 songs when I came across "Boulevard of Broken Dreams" by Green Day.

A one-shot songfic:

So, with as much effort that I have, here it is...

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Cindy:

I hate life. Hate my life. Hate time, the world...everything.

How could this awful world take my Jimmy away!

I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But it's home to me and I walk alone

Those eyes...my eyes. That loving smile...my "Jimmy's Cindy Smile."

When something like this so suddenly happens...so unexpectedly...you'd submit the worse and try to run from it. Well, not me...running away from the fact that Jimmy was gone, would just make him seem even more far away from me...

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
and I'm the only one and I walk alone

Libby was away in Egypt visiting her dad, Sheen went on vacation with his dad, and Carl was who knows where. So, I was alone...I walked alone, slept alone, stayed alone.

I was walking today to the edge of the twon of Retroville...I needed to see my sweetheart Jimmy. And there was only one way to do it...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone

Walking for who knows who long up the only cliff in the whole town, tear streaming down my cheeks, I whispered-"Jimmy, I know you always said that we should be together...so, here I go..."

Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah,
Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah

I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line
Of the edge and where I walk alone

Looking up...(actually, closing my eyes)...I took one foot and placed it over the edge. Easy, Cindy...

"CINDY, DON'T!"

Opening my eyes, I looked around to see who was telling me that. "Cindy, stop." I knew that voice anywhere...it was my Jimmy...


Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah
Ah-ah, Ah-ah

"Jimmy?"

"Cindy, don't do this. Please. I know you want to be with me. I know you're hurting...but please, please don't do what you're about to do."

"But I want to be with you."

"I know you do. I do, too. But what about Libby? What about your life? My time was done...but you still need to live your life you were meant to live."

"Okay. I'll do it for you. I love you, Jimmy."

Read between the lines
What's sucked up and everything's alright
Check my vital signs
To know I'm still alive and I walk alone

"I love you, too Cin. Just remember that I'll always be with you...even when it seems like I'm not."

"Okay. I will."

I walk alone
I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone...

Tears streamed down my face as I walked back home...both of sorrow and joy that I now knew that wherever I was, he was really with me. No matter what happened, where I was, and other junk.

I loved him and he loved me, and we knew it...that was all I needed to help me walk the rest of this journey alone...

I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line
Of the edge and where I walk alone

Read between the lines
What's sucked up and everything's alright
Check my vital signs
To know I'm still alive and I walk alone

Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah
Ah-ah, Ah-ah

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I hope that was okay...I just winged it. LOL

Forever,

Jimsgurl