I couldn't believe it. He wanted to leave without me! He left without me... He said that no one would miss him.

What an idiot! As long as he has friends, there is always someone who misses him!

Especially me, as his best friend...

I told him but he went anyway and left me here...

Geez, I never felt so lonely before... Why didn't he understand me? I don't expect him to feel the same, I just want him to understand me, goddamnit!

Because of him, I feel like living a real life, one with laughing and suffering... just like with a heart.

Since he's gone, I never laughed again. I didn't even grinned. Pretty dismal isn't it?

It rains for many days, fits my mood. Now I'm sitting on my bed in the Land That Never Was and looking out of my window.

Drop, drop, drop. I'm counting the waterdrops hitting the glass. Dong, dong, dong. That's the dull sound on it.

This life is pissing me off! This life without him...

One hour ago I was reached by a horrorembassy... DiZ managed to revive this Keyblader, Sora... that means Roxas is with him...

Goddamn, why does this life always fail me? Now I'm even crying... My finger catches this tear and I'm looking at it. It's sparkling.

I ball my fist, crush my tear with it. I feel hatred, deep hatred against DiZ and Sora. But am I able to hate Sora when I want to have a part of him with me again?

Since a few days, I don't have a heart and a life anymore.