Author's note:

Hiiii world. This is my first fanfic and I'm crazy excited. Leave a comment when your done. Tell the truth too I don't cry.

"Edward, oh god"

I could feel the heat run through my body. First to my face then down lower were I started to throb. I loved when he got like this. When he let go and just touched me. I pulled my shirt over my head and he yanked my ponytail free pushing me down on the bed. Pulling him down to me for a kiss I started unbuttoning his shirt slipping my hands in to feel his cold chest. The growl that came from his mouth made my lacy boy shorts dampen.

"Bella you'll be the death of me." He moaned into my ear.

"Then what a sweet death it will be." I replied and licked the shell of his ear.

Oh thank god I'm getting somewhere. No was the time he would always stop and push me away, but not tonight.

I wrapped my legs around him and grind into his hardness. His hiss turns me on more. Pushing his shirt off of him I roll us over and look into his black eyes. Our eyes lick as I drag my hands down to the top of his jeans. Just as I am about to unbutton them he stops me.

"Bella" he closes his eyes "no Bella"

I sigh and pull my hands to my side.

"Why Edward please" I pled

"I can kill you"

"But you won't. I have faith in you why don't you?"

"Because I know what I'm capable of" he answers and moves me aside.

I blink and just like that he is gone. Gone just like that. The motherfucker just left. I can't believe it.

"Ugh" I mumble

What am I going to do now? I got up and pulled on my tank top, ripped off my jeans and traded them for some short-shorts. I'm too hot for clothes, but I can't walk around naked can I? What to do? Opening the door and stepping into the hall I head to Emmet's room to find my teddy bear he always makes me happy. I take the short walk up to his door and just as I raised my hand to knock the sound of breaking glass slices the air. I burst in to see what was the cause and stop short. A lamp lay in tiny pieces by the window .and the cause of the broken lap is on the floor going at it like rabid animals Emmet and Rosalie. I felt my mouth hang open and just stared wide eyed at the two of them. I would never tell anyone but the sight was one I hoped I never forget. Em was one hell of a sexy guy and no one doubted Rosalie's beauty. The way they moved made me horny all over again and I couldn't help the moan that left my mouth. I wanted that and would kill for it if I had to. That raw, passionate sex is all I dreamed of with Edward why wouldn't he give it to me. At that moment I was more jealous then I'd been in my whole life I spun on my heels and slammed their door close. Later I would find out they didn't even know I was there. With Em being…. Busy I had to find something to do, and get the picture of Rosalie's tits bouncing due to Ems hard thrusts out of my head. Ugh I need a good book; you know to take my mind off things. Really big, long, hard, thick things. Ugh were to get a book.

"Ah" I giggled to myself

Carlisle has a ton of books in his study. Running down the stairs I made my way there. Just as I reached the door and turned the handle the air tripped me. I went face first into the plush carpet. But before I hit it cold hands stopped me. Oh now he wants to come back.

"Don't think I'm not mad at you. You left me horny and wet"

"Bella?"

That voice made my head snap up and stare in horror at carlises confused face. OMG! I tried to stand too fast and twisted my ankle the wrong way.

"Shit" I mumbled

"Bella here" he helped me up and carried me to his desk and sat me on top.

"Let me take a look" he said and bent down. I was stunned for a second. The way his head looked between my legs did things to me it shouldn't.

"Ok" I blushed at my thoughts.

He took off my sock and ran his cool hands over my ankle. The air whooshed out of my lungs at the feeling. The heat was back again and I thought before I could stop it.

Would Carlisle give me what Edward won't?

I felt my panties dampen again and knew I was done for.

"It's just a slight-"

He stopped mid-sentence and took a deep breath. What I saw next took my breath away and I knew I was really done for.

Ok leave a comment if you liked it, didn't like it, semi-liked it lol or anything in between. The next chapter will be coming soon. -Gabbi