A short Masaomi x Saki. The pairing is really sad, but really beautiful, so I just had to do a one shot for them. This is kind of dark, so don't read it if you're extra sensitive.


The girl looked at him from her hospital bed and smiled. He flinched and looked down, biting his lip. He didn't know why he'd come here; he'd just felt the need.

"Saki…"

"Yes Masoami-kun?"

He twitched when she said his name. Her very voice was intoxicating and the way she'd said his name was no exception. He hated it. He launched himself at her and pushed her down and pulled his knife to her throat. She smiled innocently and he broke into sweat. "If I kill you here I won't have to live with guilt anymore…" His voice was shaky and his kept tightening and loosening around the knife hilt. She giggled lightly, "Then you'll just have to live with the guilt of killing me."

"Enough!" He pulled back and sat on the side of bed and held his head in his hands. "Why…. Why Saki? Tell me why!" He glared at her but her expression remained unchanged.

"You already know the answer Masoami-kun."

"Don't say my name like that."

She scoffed mockingly. "You used to love it when I called you that, what happened?"

He said nothing and looked down at the floor. Every time, this happened. Every time he'd always be reduced to a gooey mess of guilt and angst by the time he got home. No wonder he hated hospitals. He looked at his watch and stood up. "I have to go now."

"Make sure you tell her I said hi."

How she always knew he was going out with other girls, he never knew. She spoke as he started to walk away. "Its because no matter how many girls you date, you won't ever love them as much as you loved me. Or do you still love me?" He walked hurriedly to the door. "You know that and I know that."

He broke into a run and hurried out of the hospital as fast as he could. He couldn't stand to hear the words that come next.

"Because Izaya-san told me so."


I can't wait for season two of Durarara! I also want to get my hands on the novel series :'D

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