Title: Forever and Always

Author: casperthefriendlyghost27

Rating: Pg-13 now, possible M later on

Spoilers: Umm only for Episode 4 of Season 4 if you have not seen it

Pairing: Kurt and Blaine, because they are my OTP no matter what

Authors Note: I do not own Fox, any characters or any other show related; those things belong to Ryan Murphy. I am simply using his characters for the twisted things in my mind.

So this story kinda popped into my head after the big Break-Up episode that Satan-I mean Ryan Murphy threw out to us a few weeks back. I was just sitting there pondering it and this is what happened. I hope you all enjoyed it since I cried a bit while writing it cause like lets be honest, Klaine is my OTP and I love them no matter what. Anyways, thank you all for the continual support on my other story which I will be putting new chapters up like as soon as I can. I love all of you that review, favorite and like my stuff cause it makes me feel like I can truly write. I wanna throw you all in a box and keep you on my shelves to just stare and marvel at your awesomeness.

xoxox-Kortney

Forever and Always

Chapter 1

The last time, Blaine vowed to himself as he stared at his phone. The picture of him and Kurt on the first day of school smiled up at him, silently mocking him for ruining everything. He quickly unlocked it so that he could stare at the entirety of the New Directions' faces, instead of the one he knew hated him.

Okay so maybe hated was a bit harsh. Blaine didn't think Kurt was capable of hate.

He had every right not to want to answer Blaine, but it didn't hurt him any less. It also didn't stop Blaine from dialing the familiar number for the last time. When Kurt didn't answer, which Blaine expected, the machine picked up and Blaine smiled faintly at the sound of Kurt's voice. When the beep sounded, Blaine took a deep breathe before talking.

"Hey Kurt. I know I really screwed up and I know you probably never want to talk to me again, and that's fine." He took a deep breath then, vowing he would not get chocked up until he was done. "I just want you to know that my parents figured out what happened and are planning to send me back to Dalton now that my 'phase' is over so don't worry about me bothering your friends about you. This is the last time I'm going to call you since I know you probably hate me." Blaine's heart shattered a little more at the mere thought, that he may very well never talk to Kurt again. "I also wanted to tell you that no matter what, you are and always will be the love of my life. I'll love you forever, even when you go out and find someone that will treat you better than me because you deserve it. Maybe one day we can work back up to friends, but until then I wish you nothing by happiness and success." Blaine was close to tears and needed to hang up. "Just know that your the one that made me truly believe in love. Goodbye Kurt."

Blaine hung up quickly as a sob escaped him throat. He composed himself enough for a minute to open his messages and type out one last one to Kurt. He looked back over the simple 'That call is the last one, I swear. I'm so sorry. Goodbye Kurt.'

As soon as it was sent Blaine broke down into sobs that were so loud he felt the need muffle them in his pillows, even though he knew he was the only one in the house at that moment. He caught a glance of his table where his Dalton uniform was once again folded neatly, reminding him of when he met Kurt and where he would now have to go back too without Kurt being part of his life. Of course his Warbler friends had heard he would be back and had continually texted him nonstop with their excitement about his return. The only ones Blaine really talked to were Nick and Jeff, who he actually thought may have been more upset about this whole situation than Blaine himself was. Now Blaine truly didn't know if he could go back there and sing knowing that the last time he had, Kurt had been there too and they were just friends, exactly where their relationship should have stayed had Blaine known what a jerk he was going to be later on.

School now was just torture though. All of his 'friends,' with the exception of Brittany, wouldn't even look at him if they didn't have too. Marley was willing to sit by him and talk to him, since she hadn't really know Kurt and well Brittany was just as heartbroken as he was and was just looking for some comfort. They had actually started to become close friends, deciding that when graduation came, they would move out together, wherever they decided was right for them. Blaine figured not New York if he and Kurt were to never speak again. He could not deal with that much heartbreak.

As he lay on his bed, Blaine tried to figure out what had been going through his head when he went over to that guy's house. He had of course been angry that Kurt never seemed to be there for him, but he was angrier at himself for holding Kurt back from where he truly belonged. Kurt didn't need to be tied down to Ohio by a stupid high school senior while he was in New York and could have top choice at who to be with.

That thought is what brought forth another sob from Blaine's chest. He knew there were better guys out there for Kurt and now he was basically giving him that chance to go find his Prince Charming. As much as it hurt his heart, he knew Kurt would soon move on with a perfect guy, forgetting about Blaine and the love they had shared.

His phone ringing is what brought him out of his thought process right then. His heart didn't putter anymore when his phone rang, knowing deep inside that it wouldn't be Kurt. Instead, a picture of him and Brittany lit up the screen, letting him know it was her.

"Hey Brit." Blaine put the phone on speaker before setting it down on the bed next to his head.

"Hi." Brittany sounded just slightly less depressed than he did. "Are you as sad as I am right now?"

Blaine chuckled a bit before answering her. "Maybe even more. Why don't you come over? It's Friday so you can stay over. We'll just hang out and forget about this whole mess we're both in."

Bless Brittany's heart, but Blaine did see where Santana was coming from. She was completely right about couples staying together and just barely hanging on for a few months until one of the persons cheated. A few months? You weren't even been able to handle three weeks before you went and ruined everything good you had. His inner voice was always telling him things like that now and honestly, it was usually always right. He just wanted to know where the voice was when he went to that guy's house.

"That sounds great Blainey." Brittany sounded a bit happier, which made Blaine happier. "I'll be there as soon as I can."

"Okay. I'll see you soon." Blaine hung up the phone before sitting up.

He was going to have fun this weekend with his best-friend since that is definitely what he considered Brittany to be. It was nice to have someone there for him who wasn't going to judge him constantly. That's the thing he loved the most about her; she was still willing to be there for him, even though she knew he cheated on Kurt. Blaine was about ready to call it quits on the whole gay thing and just marry Brittany. At least his parents would be happy with that.

He made it way out of bed and into his bathroom, where he took a quick shower, but could care less about gelling down his curls. Brit had seen him when he was at his lowest point, so his curls wouldn't make a difference. As he looked in the mirror he realized that he liked it better without the gel anyways. It just made him feel a bit more put together and worthy of Kurt when he did heavily gel it.

Kurt. His heart gave a painful tug at the thought of his angel. Stop it Blaine! Your going to walk out of this room and have fun with Brittany this weekend.

As he made his way back into his room, clad in a pair of oversized sweatpants and an old Dalton shirt, he heard his phone going off. Considering everyone was pretty much not talking to him and Brit had a key for the house, Blaine's parents were so excited for him to be hanging out with a pretty girl thy they didn't even care to know that she was also gay, it struck Blaine as odd that he had a voicemail.

He picked up his phone and unlocked the screen before looking at his missed call log. Rachel's name appeared making Blaine curious and worried at the same time.

What if something happened to Kurt?

What if she was simply trying to tell it stop bothering Kurt?

Curiosity won out and he dialed his voice mail.

"Blaine Warbler!" Rachel's voice was at a pitch that was usually reserved for Finn, causing Blaine to wince and pull it away from his ear. "You better not be avoiding my phone calls or so help me God you will regret it! Call me back as soon as you get this or I will have your head on a platter!" Blaine's eyes widened as the message ended there. Rachel was very angry at him apparently.

Blaine decided not to test her, seeing as he had witnessed one too many fights between her and Finn and dialed her number. As it rang he was hoping it would just go to voicemail, but of course his luck wasn't that good and she picked up.

"Blaine! What the hell is your problem?" Rachel's voice was still at that pitch from his voicemail.

Blaine got the impression from that statement that this was a 'you screwed up, stop harassing my best friend call' causing him to sigh. "Don't worry Rachel. I'm done. That was the last time I'm going to call him. You don't have to call me and yell about harassing him."

"I swear all you boys are stupid! What did you say on that voicemail? Kurt's locked himself up in the bathroom since he listened to it." Rachel's statement, along with shattering his heart, gave him a little jump realizing that Kurt had been listening to all his voicemails.

"I just told him that that was the last one. He doesn't need me to continually be harassing him when he has top choice of guys in New York." Blaine sighed as he heard the front door open and close, meaning that Brittany was there. "I'm just giving him the chance to go and find his Prince Charming."

"Is that what you told him?"

"Of course it is! If anything he deserves it!" Brittany walked into his room at that's moment and knew immediately that he was on the verge of breaking down. "I shouldn't ruin him for other guys. He of all people deserves to be happy."

"Is that Rachel?" Trust Brittany to just know who would cause him to have an emotional breakdown like he currently .

Blaine nodded before handing her the phone. "You see if you can get her to calm down."

Brittany happily took the phone and started to talk to Rachel. After a few minutes Brittany said goodbye to Rachel before handing Blaine his phone back.

"She would like to talk to you again. And don't worry, she's much calmer."

"Hello?" Blaine was cautious. He knew it would take a whole lot more than just a few minutes talking to Brittany to calm down Rachel.

"You listen here Blaine Anderson." Rachel's voice did not hold the pitch it had but instead it was deathly low. Bless Brittany for her at least trying. "Since I know Brittany is still there and I do still value her friendship, we are not going to scream at each other right now. All I want to know is why you told Kurt what you did?"

Blaine sighed. "Because he deserves to not be tied down to Ohio by a jerk like me. I'm giving him what he needs by allowing him to find that guy that will be his everything and not do what I did." Blaine sniffled a bit at that. "I've realized that I'm not good enough to have someone as amazing as Kurt be mine and it's okay. He's going to find someone so much better than me and be insanely happy."

Rachel is turn sighed back. "Listen. As much as I hate what you did to Kurt, I know what he feels like to be told there's someone better than who we know actually is. Finn did this to me before I came here and it just didn't work."

"Look Rachel I appreciate everything your trying to do, but let's face it. Kurt and I are done and it's all my fault." Blaine heard her start to speak. "No stop. Just promise me one thing okay?" When she didn't say anything he spoke again. "Rachel please? I just need one thing from you that's all."

"I'll make him talk to you Blaine. I'll find a way too, but don't give up on you guys!" Rachel sounded frantic. It was as if she was fighting for her relationship and not his and Kurt's. "I don't want to see either of you so broken!"

Blaine could hear her crying. It broke his heart, but he did not want Kurt to talk to him because he was being forced too. He started to cry at that point too, so fed up with Rachel trying to control them. "No Rachel. I don't need him being forced too. Just promise me you'll look after him. Take care of him and when he finds his perfect guy, just make sure he doesn't do what I did, okay?"

"Blaine plea-"

He cut her off again. "No Rachel. Just promise me." Blaine continued to cry as he listened to her cry over the line. "That's all I want. Please."

"Okay. I promise." Rachel still sniffled and sobbed as she did. Blaine knew she didn't want to, but would for the sake of all of them.

"I want you to go and make sure he's okay. I'll talk to you soon." Blaine hung up before Rachel could say anything else.

As he ended the call, he broke completely. His sobs shook his body until he couldn't handle it anymore and collapsed.

It wasn't long before he felt Brittany's arms come around him, causing him to sob harder, and even less time before the world simply faded into darkness.