I have seen some very disturbing things in my short life, things that make you wake up in cold sweats shivering in your bed, I have always been told thats the the life of the military. So when I got out I vowed to never fight again, to spend my days living & loving , thats what i did until the day it all got torn away from me. I had a life once filled with smiles & laughter, days where the rain even seemed to part way for my passing, but that all got stolen away from me. I found myself drifting aimlessly like a boat without oars so it cant paddle to shore, but just float & bob about in the deep blue. My life was going nowheres fast & i really didnt much care as I drowned myself in my misery . Guess I never really noticed the turmoil in the world as i was so consumed with my own happiness, but with that ripped away leaving me nude & opened eyed to the destruction in front of me, I could see such anarchy & it was this anarchy that deprived me of my love. I suppose there was still some small part of me that longed for peace & happiness, so it was as if something led me to want to change, to want to fight again. I couldnt have just let her death go without someone being punished & I was going to be the punisher.

Like I said, I have seen some very disturbing things, but nothing like I see now that I am fighting under the Global Armaments Corporation, perhaps it was because of my military background that the ravens saw me fit to fight, I did not much care, for I was out for revenge & it would be mine. I felt it was my job to protect the innocent, to save anyone else from feeling the pain & devastation that had been dealt to me. So with each day I fought harder, practiced longer, trying to prove myself worthy to move up the ranks. I wanted to save what might be left of this world, the world I once knew but I feared none of it existed anymore. Each battle I went into only drove me harder. I awoke to sirens screaming outside my window. Felt as tho it took all my energy to pull me from my slumber & to the shower, feeling the hot water beating down on my skin, i whimpered from the pain. I knew my next battle was going to be perhaps the battle for my life, I took her picture & tucked it away into my pocket for inspiration, if this was to be my last battle, then I wanted her smile to be the last thing I see.