this is a story i made up when i was listening to some particularly sad music. this is just the prologue, not the first chapter. but i'll post the chapters up as soon as you want them. this is just kind of reviewing what's going to happen and blah blah blah. anyways, i hope you like it.
disclaimer: unfortunately, i don't own detective conan. i'm just going to have to deal with that. waaah.
Prologue
It's a bit strange, don't you think? Knowing that sooner or later I'm only going to be known as 'the victim' or 'the deceased'. Yet, who says I don't deserve it?
It's how my life goes anyway. I'm not really known as a person, or anything. I kind of just blend in with the crowd. I become as invisible as the wind. Wisped around along with various autumn leaves and grocery bags. Things forgotten.
People talk to me as if I'm real, but they don't know that I'm not breathing. That I'm not thinking. That I'm just a hollow shell. I've become empty inside, worthless and stupid.
I don't know what's going on around me anymore. I only see colors and lights; melding together and becoming deceivable.
I hear strange sounds. People's voices become muffled and I become deaf.
I like to stand out in the rain; that way you can't see how hard I'm crying. The tears run down my cheeks along with the rain as the cold winds sting my skin and whip my hair around my shoulders.
I like the snow, too. To stand out there in the cold, where I feel the same thing that's inside. The snow is real pretty and so are the colored leaves in the fall. I like it all, but I don't like the summer. It's too warm; unlike me.
I'm still here, yet I'm not. I don't see why they care. Don't see why they try to talk into my deafened ears. My mind has become dead and I have mentally left this world. Now I just have to leave it physically.
I'm so unnoticeable; no one will even see me leave. It'll be one less problem to deal with in the world. When I finally, get tem off my back, I can go. I'll be just the same as the rest of my family.
Cold.
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was this okay? tell me if you want the next chapters and everything. i really hope you liked it. rxr!
