Love and Hate such a complicated relationship

Gaara, Sakura:

My name is Sakura Haruno. I have seen many things in my life time, name one thing anything and if I haven't seen it I've seen something very close to anything that you could possibly imagine. But I'm not here to tell you about heroic stories about my past and my friends who are braver than I. I am here to tell you about all the times that I have failed, all the times that I have been cheated and all the times that I have been beaten. But now so many years after all of this happens, I look back and I realize that I am truly blessed. Why? You probably think that I'm crazy, right? But, if you look at all the times that I could have died and somehow out of nowhere someone came and saved me or helped me. Whether it was a complete stranger with a large heart and more bravery than one could possibly fathom or if it was an old friend a true friend willing to put their life on the line for me. Point is that no matter the situation I know that I am truly blessed. Because I have lived and defied the odds against any situation. But, believe it or not it took me a lot of time, tragedy and love to gain this perspective on life. But it all started the night that I was captured.