Random Ouran Fanfic

OneShot

Kaoru POV

He told me he hated me, and that he wished I was dead. How could he say something like that? I thought we'd... Hell, I don't even know anymore. I tied the rope to the fan on the ceiling and settled the noose around my neck; I told him I'd give him his wish, he didn't believe me and left. I'm sorry Hikaru, but my heart can't take it anymore... I close my eyes and take a breath for courage as I kick the chair out from underneath me. My god does it hurt! My first instinct was to claw at my neck and try to swallow and breathe. My vision starts to blur as tears, more tears, trail down my face. My hands won't reach up anymore, I can't move them but for a faint twitch; but I can feel my legs twitching and my chest spasming as my eyes start to roll back in my head. I can't struggle anymore. My vision is gone now, I can't hear anything, I can't move, and my last thoughts before the darkness of death consumes me is I'm sorry I was ever born Hikaru...

Hikaru POV

The sound of your heart is the only thing that's keeping me from crying more right now. It's slow, and slightly irregular beating is breaking my heart. Please, I lied when I said that I wished you were dead... Please don't die on me; I need you. I was wrong to say what I did, and I'm sorry that I didn't believe you when you said I'd get my wish. Seeing you hanging lifelessly from a rope around your neck almost killed me. You're not breathing, so I breathe for you. Why won't you wake up?

"Kaoru, please..." I whispered into the crook of your neck as your cold body is cradled in my arms. "I'm so sorry, please come back to me!"

A faint intake of breath; I almost shouted for joy. The first sign of life from you since I managed to pull you down. The doctors came then, and took you away from me to lie in the large bed alone. You look so pale. Don't worry Kaoru, I'll never leave your side again; I love you, and I'm sorry.