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"Goin' Crazy by KCI and JoJo
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(I don't know why, what I'm doing what I'm doing)
See, baby I, apologize
For all the things that I've done that I've done
See I've known that I've been a fool for far too long
And baby you have it, I go around to wait, just come back to papa
Please baby, baby won't you stay
If you really love me then why are you leavin me
I can't think, think about this crazy day
I lose sleep just to daydream about you babyyyyyyyy
I'm going crazy, crazy, crazy, just to thinkin about you lately (crazy baby)
I'm going crazy, crazy, crazy, just to thinkin about you baby (I don't know
what to do)
I'm going crazy, crazy, crazy, crazy, thinkin about you lately (crazy, crazy,
crazy)
I'm going crazy, crazy, (crazy, crazy) when I can't touch you
Crazy, crazy (I'm going crazy) when I can't hold you
Crazy, crazy, (I'm going crazy) when I can't see you again
(Said I'm going crazy)
(Said I'm going crazy)
I've finally realized, that you are my true love
And I had a lot of time to think, and you're all seem to keep thinking,
To keep thinkin of, yeahhh
And now I know I need you each and every day
I can't live without you, so don't run away
Baby you say that you love me, so why'd you leave me, why (why, why, why, why)
I can't think, think about this crazy day
I lose sleep just to daydream about you baby (I'm going crazy)
I'm going crazy, crazy, crazy, just thinkin about you lately (just to think)
I'm going crazy, crazy, crazy, just thinkin about you baby
(I'm goin crazy, I'm going crazy)
I'm going crazy, crazy, crazy, crazy, thinkin about you lately
I'm going crazy, crazy, (crazy, crazy)when I can't touch you (I'm going crazy)
Crazy, crazy (crazy, crazy), when I can't hold you
Crazy, crazy, when I can see again (if I can see you, if I can see you if I can
see you, if I can see you)
If I can see you, if I can see you again
Then I would go, if I could see you again
I'd go craeeae
It was 2 in the morning and Hunter was laying down on his bed, listening to the radio, and thinking about what happened a few hours ago. He was at a party and he had a fight with Dustin.
"God why can't I stop thinking about him, it's driving me crazy. And why did I overreact it's not like I'm in love with him," he smiled a little but it quickly faded.
"No Hunter you don't roll that way," he told himself, "And Dustin doesn't either."
As he said this he felt a twinge in his heart.
"But why des he haunt my thoughts day and night," he said laying' back down, " Then why did I act the way I did when I saw him with that girl and then why did I completely lose it when I saw him with that guy?"
Hunter closed his eyes as he remembered the fight.
Flashback
"What is your problem Hunter?!," Dustin snapped as he got out of Hunter's death grip and unruffled the lower part of his sleeve. Hunter stayed quiet, he just kept looking at Dustin; admiring the sight. Dustin was wearing a long sleeved button down black dress shirt and dark blue jeans.
"Hello earth to Hunter," Dustin waved his hand in front of him and looking rather upset.
"O Sorry," Hunter said upset at being drawn back to reality. Dustin just stood there glaring at him.
"Once again, what is your problem, Hunter?! You drag me out of the party and interrupt my conversation with Jake for what just so we can come look at the stars!"
"Who's Jake?!" Hunter asked as he felt the anger filling him.
"The guy I was talking to, duh" Dustin responded rather sarcastically.
Dustin response made Hunter's temper rise more.
"How long have you known him!"
"I met him today. What is it a crime to try to make friends." Dustin said with the same sarcastic tone as before and crossing his arms across his chest.
"NO but I DON'T want you to hang out with him," Hunter said in a very dangerous tone.
Dustin's eyes widen at the Hunter's tone and comment. He could feel his temper rising,
"Who the hell gave you the right to say who I can or can't hang out with"
"No one but I'm your friend and…"
"And what!, " Dustin yelled
" I don't want history to repeat itself," Hunter said looking at Dustin, whose eyes had a hint of something, he couldn't really tell what.
"If you're referring to…" Dustin started but was quickly interrupted.
"Yes, I don't want you to get hurt again," Hunter said in a low concern voice.
"Well not everyone is like her. Besides, I'm perfectly capable of taking care of myself."
"I know but you trust easily…."
"So what everyone deserves to be…"Dustin yelled
"God damn it, Dustin stop being a…" Hunter yelled as he raked his hand through his dirty blonde hair.
"What say what you were going to say," Dustin said walking up to Hunter and pushing him. "I don't need you to take care of me. Besides, if I hadn't trusted u and…."
"Don't you dare go there," Hunter said as made a fist and was about to punch Dustin, but he didn't. "It's different," he said backing away a bit.
"No its not stop being a fucking hypocrite,"
Hunter couldn't keep his cool any longer. Dustin was being stubborn and he was angry at Dustin was persistent on trying to talk to the new guy.
"Dustin stop being such a fucking dumbass!!!"
These last words hit Dustin hard. He turned and glared at Hunter, his eyes started to watery. Hunter instantly regretted saying what he just said.
"Dustin I didn't mea…"
But before he could finish his apology, Dustin ran back inside.
End of Flashback
"Damn it, Hunter, once again your big mouth got you in trouble."
"Tormenting yourself again bro?"
Hunter sat up and found Blake leaning against the door frame.
"I heard what happened between you and Dustin, I'm sorry Hunt but that was harsh what you said," Blake said as he sat down on the bed next to his brother.
" I know bro, its just that I was really angry at him"
"Why what did he do?" Blake asked looking at his brother, who looked very uncertain of himself.
"He didn't do anything," Hunter said playin with his hands and looking at the floor.
"Wait, I'm confused you were mad at him because he didn't do anything or…"
"No I was mad because I…." Hunter started but was interrupted by Blake.
"You like him and saw him talking to that guy."
Hunter just sat there looking at Blake in disbelief, after a few minutes he spoke.
"Well yeah basically but how did you.. If I didn't till now,"
Blake laughed a little. "Remember Mark…?"
"Yea why?" Hunter asked.
"Well you were always hitting on him and saying things like 'Mark you're such a good player, I wish I could play like you."
"But I still don't….
"It takes some people longer to realize something than others."
"Well now that, that's established. I don't know how he'll react, if he feels the same or even if he's …."
"I get the picture but I think he'll take it well," Blake said as a small laugh came out.
"Why do you say that?" Hunter asked raising his eyebrow.
"Because he took the news about Cam and Shane very well."
Hunter mouth fell to the floor at the news.
"What say what hold your horses, What?!"
"Yea after the party they pulled us aside and broke the news."
"Wow I never saw that coming,"
"Yup, Hunter why don't you talk to him in the morning."
"Yea I thinks I'll do that. Let's just hope he's not made. Well I think I'm going to sleep," Hunter said rolling over .
"You're right, its late," Blake said getting up and heading out the door, "Good night, Hunter."
"Night lil' bro."
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R&R let me know what yall think, tell me how to improve and even if the song goes with the chap and it will take me a while to update
just so yall know hunter was listening to the song as he was thinking and having the flashback
