AN: I do not own Austin and Ally unfortunately but i wrote this for your entertainment and i just hope you enjoy it, it is a short chapter but they will get longer hopefully! XX
Dear Diary,
Today I received some heart breaking news... I have cancer... As you know I have not been feeling well for the past few weeks so my Mum arranged me a Doctor's appointment a few days ago. The doctor told me to book an appointment at the hospital so I knew it was something serious and when I had my doctors appointment with all these scans and x- rays the final result came through to tell me I have Leukaemia... They told me i have a 80% chance of survival but either way i will need a transplant. But all that worried me was that 20% that i was not going to make it, the 20% that i would die leaving my friends behind, leaving Austin behind. I know that i haven't spoken to him in a long time but i just feel wrong leaving him, i know he left us for that bitch Cassidy! It just feels so wrong to not talk to him, to leave him out of what has happened. But i know it is what i must do, he has treated me like dirt, he left me broken hearted and didn't even look back. He doesn't regret leaving me, Dez and Trish. So why should I? Ally XOX
Ally put her book under the pillow and lay down, she knew that Austin had hurt her and he knew it to. But she still felt wrong to ignore him, forget him. He had been their for her when her Mum had died, he had known Ally all his life and so had she... So why did he do it! Why did he turn into the Austin that he was? Why did he abandon them all? Why had he done whay he did?
2 years ago
Austin had just come back from his date with Cassidy, they had been going out for a year now and things were going great. He pulled into the driveway to see the lights on in the backyard. He got out of the car and walked round the house to the backyard to see Ally sitting on the swing set. She looked upset, Austin was confused at why she was here and why she looked upset. He walked up to Ally as she looked up at him, not making eye contact. Austin sat on the swing next to Ally and just stared at her. "Hey Austin i have something to tell you... And i don't think you are going to like it..." she said, trailing off "Ally you can tell me anything! I doesn't matter what..." Austin also trailed off as Ally looked him straight in the eyes with such a sympathetic look he knew it was bad. "Okay... I... I saw Cassidy in the Mall today whilst i was shopping with Trish she was with Dallas... So i just thought they were friends like hanging out but then... Cassidy kissed him." Ally stopped and looked at Austin his face blank. "What?!" he whispered. "Austin... I'm really sorry but Cassidy is cheating on you." Ally said sadly, she looked up to see how Austin would react but he was just stood their still.
Ally just stood their awkwardly in silence waiting for Austin, as he just sat their staring at his shoes. "Austin I-" Ally began "You're a liar!" Austin interrupted Ally "You're lying! Cassidy told me you would try and break us up because you have a crush on me! But i never thought you were that low to split me up with a girl that you of all people should know how much she means to me! But i guess you don't care do you?! You want me all to yourself! Well news flash but i am a person, not a toy. I choose what i want to do and you can't play your little games with me anymore, i'm sick of it! Can't you see that i want to be with Cassidy! NOT YOU! Cassidy was right you little bitch!" Austin shouted at Ally and as soon as he had said it he regretted it, he looked at Ally and she was crying "Ally i-" but before Austin could get anything out Ally had run away from him, out of the backyard and away from him. He looked down at his shoes didn't look up until he heard footsteps again, he looked up to see Ally she threw a box at him, he just carried on staring at her, she was not upset anymore, she was mad. He didn't move or flinch until Ally raised her hand and slapped him right across the face, leaving a red handprint and then she left, walking away, not running. Austin just stared at the box she had thrown at him, inside was a Guitar pick necklace with words engraved on the back. You rock, I write. Ally.
Ally let tears slip down her cheek, she had promised herself that she would never cry after Austin had called her a liar, had told her that he didn't love her but he loved the cheating bitch Cassidy but mainly purposefully broke her heart. Cassidy and Austin had broken up a month after Ally had told him that Cassidy had been cheating on him. But what made it worse was that it was because Cassidy had been cheating on Austin with Dallas! Dallas went to a different school to Cassidy so he hadn't known that Cassidy was with Austin as well. Dallas had gone out with Ally before but she had broken up with him because he had cheated on her with a girl called Keira who went to the same school. Ally didn't feel bad for Dallas but felt bad for Austin as he had been competing with this jerk for almost three months! Ally knew that she shouldn't feel bed for Austin but she did, and she couldn't change that.
