Room 300
Written by: ~ ĐēãţĥŵãńţēŖ ~
Disclaimer: Nyahahaha!! I don't own CCS! Woooh!! But soon, I will! Nyahhahaha! Until then, don't sue me! Hahahah!! =)....RR please!!
Summary: He woke up forgetting the chances that life can give to him. His life was worthless and meaningless until he saw this room and someone, who will give him the chance to start again.
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Ahh the world hated me
Everything came beyond my perception
I have no hope, no love, nor a morning to come
Release me from this chain!
Find me a place where serenity is easy to embrace
Yes I can feel the warmness
And I can see the light
Is this heaven?
CHAPTER 1: Oh was I seeing Hallucination?
Monday
Jisue Hospital
Midnight
And here I am again....
The pain from my head still lingers as I opened my eyes. I was in no mood for any conversation and my lips are dry, probably from weariness. I finally realized where I am. I lay motionless, speechless, undisturbed and reserved. How many days was it when I committed suicide due to this stupid life of mine?
I stared at every corner of the place that ceased my morbid dream of death. I hate life...just as I hated myself. I sighed as I took reminiscence of the wasted memories of mine. The wasted memoir, the stupid ambiguous questions trailed inside my mind. It was an endless struggle for apathy.
I blamed everything to my family. If it weren't for their wish of an absurd perfection, I wouldn't be living a hell life of disappointment. Glad to find out they were out here so I can savor this silence and loneliness. This is what I am made of, a stone with no feeling, unmoving.....a living dead.
For every minute, I saw the profanities of this life. I looked around and saw the skies that's gazing at me with no intention of comforting me. I don't care, as long as I stay out of this insipid hilarity of wickedness.
I stood up with no intention of calling somebody to help me. I don't care if they see me walking. I stared at my wrist. It was then that I saw my wound. I hated myself for failing to kill myself. To hell with this world!!
I walked at every corridor finding nothing but rooms of different patients. I stared at the numbers.
294, 295, 296....
One room played the voices of different squalling. I bet they were crying for their deceased companion. How I wished I was that one, and there was another celebrating. I guess the patient just bore a child. I tore my look at one window that was open. This must be the reason why I am feeling the chills lately. As I close at it I found another corner on my left. There were several rooms, just like the others that I saw, but the one closest to me is different. It was lonely, it was dark and it was strange. Room 300..?
Out of curiosity I approached the door and found my hand reaching for its knob. The aura inside it was different. It seems like someone inside is calling for someone, or pleading for help. I felt a cold breeze from my back and I froze when I saw a shadow. I gulped and heard a voice.
"Please do not open the door", said the voice.
I stopped.
It was weird hearing a cheerful voice out of this disdain time. I tried to look around, wishing I could escape this event, and here I saw the figure of the person.
A woman. Who could she be?
I tried to analyze her. She had this auburn hair with a strange cut, her skin is almost pale and every curve of her body went visible through her hospital gown, but what took me the most were her expressive emerald eyes. Her smile was rare to see and her look on me was with a tinge of inquisitiveness. I felt myself blush from embarrassment as I stared her...eye to eye.
She smiled at me and turned around and left leaving me surprised. I looked around finding no one else. I felt no urge to speak, as the figure slowly faded leaving no trace of absolute footprints. Heck that made me shiver for a time.
It was then that an unnerving nurse found me and stared at me. She sighed.
"Mr. Li Syaoran! Please return to your room now before something happens to you. Please!" her look on me was rather mixed with anger and nervousness I paid no attention to her but the way that auburn haired girl threw gaze at me was full of passion. It was weird yet, unforgettable.
"Can I ask you a question?" I said.
"Yes?"
"Did you happen to see a girl pass by that way?"
She looked at me eyebrow raised.
"I didn't see anyone besides you Mr. Li." she replied.
Huh?
"Really? You didn't see an auburn haired girl with a green eye passed by?"
The look she threw at me was now more of an annoying one.
"What about this room? Who's the patient here."
I muttered finding a chance to no avail knowing who that person was.
"No one. So if you could only just return to your room now and rest, maybe your hallucination will go away."
Hallucination?
I gave up the conversation and let the nurse assist me back to my room. I threw a last glance at the door, at the window and at the way the green eyed girl passed. I smiled. Now I have a reason to stay here much longer.
I'll find out who she is.
TO BE CONTINUED....
(A/N: So basically this was inspired by SFOGS..eheheh. Kinda mushy but I hope you like it. Thankies for reading!)
CHAPTER 2 PREVIEW
I looked at the empty space and stared at the knob. This is it...it's now or never. Then there it was the feeling of coldness. Once again I saw a shadow...it was her.
I smiled and turned around finding her presence and the same smile and her green eyes looking at me intently with the same expressive gaze(Translation: So are you here to annoy me by opening that door?).
I gulped.
