Disclaimer: I do not own twilight or any of the other books nor the characters. I also don't own any of the songs listed in this story.
A.N All girls go through crappy moments in there life weather they are in grade school or college or even when they are more mature and have a family of their own I know I'm 20 yrs old and have come home being bullied. I remember when this song came out. I was just getting home from school and was crying because of all the comments about me being ugly and all the crude comments to boot. I turned on the radio and this song was the first one that came on It made me feel better. I just heard it again and thought I would write this story. This story is dedicated to all those girls out there. This is based on the song "this ones for the girls". by Martina McBride . Now onto the story.
Bella
Hi my name is Bella Swan there's nothing much to say about me besides the fact that I'm not that great looking and am a famous singer I'm twenty years old and love to write. I don't sing any specific type of music although I do like all types of music. I play the guitar and piano. Speaking of which I'm headed to a book signing for my book I just released called " The life of a typical girl and how she got to her dream come true."
I had just met up with my band and my manager and my personal assistant. We had decided that if anyone came at me making me uncomfortable I would scratch my ear. An they would be removed from the premises. And I also told them that if I send a specific person over to my personal assistant then he/she was supposed to be taken care of whatever they want. Then I sat down and they removed the barricade holding back my fans. I went through the line signing autographs when a girl named Angela came up saying how much she loved me and how he appreciated the book because of how she was treated in school and she had several similar situations and how it helped her. I smiled and waved my P.A over and had Angela go with him and he would explain. I continued on until a couple of guys wouldn't stop pestering me so I scratched my ear to get them removed. I continued on till there was no one left in the line.
I was just getting ready to leave after all the autographs were done when I heard a girl crying that she had to see me I waved her over and asked her if she was okay and the normal stuff like what her name was and also asked her why she was crying. She explained that her name was Alice and that she had just gotten out of school and that she had to see me because she had to tell me how grateful she was for the book and how it got her to re-evaluate committing suicide I knew that besides that Angela girl I had to talk to Alice. I told her I had to go but to follow me and that I want to hear her story if it was okay with her. She said of coarse she would love to talk to me. I was talking to her and she said that she was 18 and today was her last day of the school year and how glad she was to be away from the bullies. We met up with Angela and I told them to follow me to my room of course getting permission from their parents. We talked for hours and I found out a lot about them. When their parents came to tell them they had to get going I gave the girls tickets to my next concert with backstage passes for them and one other person when I came up with a great idea. They squealed Alice being the loudest and hugged me before leaving.
I went up to my hotel room and called my band up telling Jacob the lead guitarist to tell the rest of the group that we were changing the line up of songs and I would email them the songs. That it was of utter importance that we do this. He said okay that he knew that it was important if I was changing the line up we said our goodbye and I thought up the songs. I sent him and the others the list which consisted of songs that I had never sang before because of hating them although I had written most of them when I was in high school but I had just recently reworked. I got dressed and brushed my teeth and headed to bed tomorrow was the concert and I wanted to be at my best for this concert.
Today was the day of the concert it was going to be the scariest for me because I had a critic coming he is brutal and few make it in this industry after he blogs about them. I got dressed in a cute black Ed Hardy chain halter dress with his signature " love kills slowly" paired with a pair of skinny jeans and a pair of wedge shoes. (.) and headed to the coliseum were the concert was being held. And gave the music to the guys to look at. When I got onstage its like the butterflies that I have before hand go away. Once everyone quieted down I started talking.
" Hello everyone I just want to thank all of you for coming out today this concert is dedicated to all the girls out there especially two of my new friends you know who you are you guys inspired this concert. And some of the songs are fitting for the guys in the audience to. These are songs that hasn't been sung before oh and everyone look at the clock above my head that is no longer needed we're not going to have a time limit for this concert . So onto my first song.
( please listen to the songs I think you'll get a better feel for this story if you do all songs will be listed below.)
(don't look at me)Everyday is so wonderfulAnd suddenly its hard to breatheNow and then I'd get insecureFrom all the painI'm so ashamedI am beautiful no matter what theysay words cant bring me downI am beautiful in every single wayyes words cant bring me down oooo noso don't you bring me down todaytell all your friends your deliriousso consumed in all you dotrying hard to fill the emptinessthe piece is gonelet the puzzle undoneand that's they way it isCuz You are beautifulno matter what they saywords cant bring you down ohh noooocuz you are beautifulIn every single way yeswords cant bring you down ohhh noso don't you bring me down todayNo matter what we do(No matter what we do)no matter what we say(no matter what we say)Yeah its all inside the truth (yeahhhh)full of beautiful mistakesand everywhere we go (and everywhere we go)the sun wont always shine (shine always always shine!)SHINEE!Cuz we are beautifulno matter what they saywords cant bring us down ohh noooowe are beautifulIn every single way yeswords cant bring us down ohhh noso dont you bring me down todayooooooooooooyeahhhdont you bring me down todayyyoodon't you bring me down...oooToday...
After everyone applauded I started up my next song
Grew up in a small townAnd when the rain would fall downI'd just stare out my windowDreaming of what could beAnd if I'd end up happyI would prayTrying hard to reach outBut when I tried to speak outFelt like no one could hear meWanting to belong hereBut something felt so wrong hereSo I'd prayI could break awayI'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to flyI'll do what it takes till I touch the skyNow make a wish, take a chance, make a changeAnd break awayOut of the darkness and into the sunBut I won't forget all the ones that I loveI'll take a risk, take a chance, make a changeAnd break awayWanna feel the warm breezeSleep under a palm treeFeel the rush of the oceanGet on board a fast trainTravel on a jet planeFar awayAnd break awayI'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to flyI'll do what it takes till I touch the skyNow make a wish, take a chance, make a changeAnd break awayOut of the darkness and into the sunI won't forget all the ones that I loveI gotta take a risk, take a chance, make a changeAnd break awayBuildings with a hundred floorsSwinging round revolving doorsMaybe I don't know where they'll take me butGotta keep moving on, moving onFly awayBreak awayI'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to flyThough it's not easy to tell you goodbyeGotta take a risk, take a chance, make a changeAnd break awayOut of the darkness and into the sunBut I won't forget the place I come fromI gotta take a risk, take a chance, make a changeAnd break awayBreak awayBreak away
Do you ever feel like a plastic bagDrifting through the windWanting to start again?Do you ever feel, feel so paper thinLike a house of cardsOne blow from caving in?Do you ever feel already buried deepSix feet under?Scream, but no one seems to hear a thingDo you know that there's still a chance for you?'Cause there's a spark in youYou just gotta ignite the lightAnd let it shineJust own the nightLike the Fourth of July'Cause, baby, you're a fireworkCome on; show 'em what you're worthMake 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"As you shoot across the sky-y-yBaby, you're a fireworkCome on; let your colors burstMake 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"You're gonna leave 'em fallin' down-own-ownYou don't have to feel like a waste of spaceYou're originalYou cannot be replacedIf you only knew what the future holdsAfter a hurricane comes a rainbowMaybe you're reason why all the doors are closedSo you could open oneThat leads you to a perfect roadLike a lightning boltYour heart will blowAnd when it's time, you'll knowYou just gotta ignite the lightAnd let it shineJust own the nightLike the Fourth of July'Cause, baby, you're a fireworkCome on; show 'em what you're worthMake 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"As you shoot across the sky-y-yBaby, you're a fireworkCome on; let your colors burstMake 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"You're gonna leave 'em fallin' down-own-ownBoom, boom, boomEven brighter than the moon, moon, moonIt's always been inside of you, you, youAnd now it's time to through, ooh, ooh'Cause, baby, you're a fireworkCome on; show 'em what you're worthMake 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"As you shoot across the sky-y-yYou're a fireworkCome on; let your colors burstMake 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"You're gonna leave 'em fallin' down-own-ownBoom, boom, boomEven brighter than the moon, moon, moonBoom, boom, boomEven brighter than the moon, moon, moon
Hot and dangerousIf you're one of us, then roll with usCause we make the hipsters fall in loveAnd we've got hot pants on enoughAnd yes of course because we're running this town just like a clubAnd no, you don't wanna mess with usGot Jesus on my necklaceI've got that glitter on my eyesStockings ripped all up the sideLooking sick and sexy-fiedSo lets go-o-o (Let's go!)CHORUS:Tonight we're going hardJust like the world is oursWe're tearin it apartYou know we're superstarsWe are who we are!We're dancing like we're dumbOur bodies go numbWe'll be forever youngYou know we're superstarsWe are who we are!DJ turn it upIts about damn time to live it upI'm so sick of being so seriousIts making my brain delirious!I'm just talkin truthI'm telling you about the stuff we doWe're sellin our clothes, sleepin in carsDressin it down, hittin on dudes (HARD!)I've got that glitter on my eyesStockings ripped all up the sideLooking sick and sexy-fiedSo let's go-o-o (Let's go!)[CHORUS]DJ turn it upDJ turn it upDJ turn it upDJ turn it upTonight we're going hardJust like the world is oursWe're tearin it apartYou know we're superstarsWe are who we are!We're dancing like we're dumbOur bodies go numbWe'll be forever youngYou know we're superstarsWe are who we are!OW! -
Stupid girl, stupid girls, stupid girls Baby if I act like that, that guy will call me back What a paparazzi girl, I don't wanna be a stupid girl Go to Fred Segal, you'll find them there Laughing loud so all the little people stare Looking for a daddy to pay for the champagne (Drop a name) What happened to the dreams of a girl president She s dancing in the video next to 50 Cent They travel in packs of two or three With their itsy bitsy doggies and their teeny-weeny tees Where, oh where, have the smart people gone? Oh where, oh where could they be? Baby if I act like that, that guy will call me back What a paparazzi girl, I don't wanna be a stupid girl Baby if I act like that, flipping my blonde hair back Push up my bra like that, I don't wanna be a stupid girl (Break it down now) Disease's growing, it's epidemic I'm scared that there ain't a cure The world believes it and I'm going crazy I cannot take any more I'm so glad that I'll never fit in That will never be me Outcasts and girls with ambition That's what I wanna see Disasters all around Would despair Their only concern Will they **** up my hair Baby if I act like that, that guy will call me back What a paparazzi girl, I don't wanna be a stupid girl Baby if I act like that, flipping my blonde hair back Push up my bra like that, I don't wanna be a stupid girl (Do ya thing, do ya thing, do ya thing) (I like this, like this, like this) Pretty will you **** me girl, silly as a lucky girl Pull my head and suck it girl, stupid girl! Pretty would u **** me girl, silly as a lucky girl Pull my head and suck it girl, stupid girl! Baby if I act like that, flipping my blonde hair back Push up my bra like that, stupid girl! Baby if I act like that, that guy will call me back What a paparazzi girl, I don't wanna be a stupid girl Baby if I act like that, flipping my blonde hair back Push up my bra like that, I don't wanna be a stupid girl
" this is for anyone who has ever lost a loved one weather through death or breakup."
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house That don't bother meI can take a few tears now and then and just let them outI'm not afraid to cry every once in a while Even though going on with you gone still upsets meThere are days every now and again I pretend I'm OK but that's not what gets me[Chorus]What hurts the most, was being so closeAnd having so much to sayAnd watching you walk awayNever knowing, what could have beenAnd not seeing that loving youIs what I was trying to 's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I goBut I'm doing itIt's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm aloneStill harder getting up, getting dressedLiving with this regretBut i know if I could do it overI would trade, give away All the words that i saved in my heart that I left unspoken[Chorus]What hurts the most, was being so closeAnd having so much to sayAnd watching you walk awayNever knowing, what could have beenAnd not seeing that loving youIs what I was trying to do.I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while Even though going on with you gone still upsets meThere are days every now and again I pretend I'm OK but that's not what gets me[Chorus] x 2What hurts the most, was being so closeAnd having so much to sayAnd watching you walk awayNever knowing, what could have beenAnd not seeing that loving youIs what I was trying to do.
I sang some more songs of the sort and then spoke again
" everyone I am so glad you came out for the day. I have one final song for you guys." I then walked to the edge of the stage where Angela and Alice were standing
" Hey girls wanna join me on stage?" I asked them
" Are you serious of course we do!" they both said while looking at each other causing me to laugh then I looked around and saw a gorgeous guy standing near Alice
" Hey gorgeous what's your name?" He told me his name is Edward " Well Edward you look perfect for what I need. Do you mind helping my friends onstage?" I said to the green eyed beauty causing him to smirk. the whole time I'm talking into the mike. Usually if I said something like that I would blush but when I'm onstage its like I can do anything I want.
" Yea sure" he said while lifting the girls up on stage. I then gave him the internationally known sign to come closer and whispered in his ear. " when I give you the signal I want you to lift up several girls of your choosing and bring them on stage with me."
" Okay girls I want you guys when it comes to 'your beautiful the way you are' I want you to look at each other and mouth it while pointing at each other and you can dance while doing it." I whispered to them.
" Awesome!" they squealed causing everyone to laugh
This is for all you girls about 13High School can be so rough, can be so meanHold on to, on to your innocenceStand your ground when everybody's giving inThis one's for the girlsThis is for all you girls about 25In little apartments just trying to get byLiving on, on dreams and Spaghetti-O'sWondering where your life is gonna go
' I looked towards Edward and gave him a thumbs up and winked at him he helped girls up who swarmed up and started dancing with each other. The whole time I'm singing"
This one's for the girlsWho've ever had a broken heartWho've wished upon a shooting star
' the girls were dancing around and spinning each other around and really getting into it causing me to throw my head back and laugh'
You're beautiful the way you areThis one's for the girlsWho love without holding backWho dream with everything they haveAll around the worldThis one's for the girls
This is for all you girls about 42Tossing pennies into the fountain of youthEvery laugh, laugh line on your faceMade you who you are todayThis one's for the girlsWho've ever had a broken heartWho've wished upon a shooting starYou're beautiful the way you areThis one's for the girlsWho love without holding backWho dream with everything they haveAll around the worldThis one's for the girlsYeah, we all the same insideFrom 1 to 99
'the girls grabbed each others hand while Alice and Angela grabbed my hands and we swayed back and forth.'This one's for the girlsWho've ever had a broken heartWho've wished upon a shooting star
You're beautiful the way you areThis one's for the girlsWho love without holding backWho dream with everything they haveAll around the worldThis one's for the girlsYeah, this one's for the girls
" Again everybody I am so glad you guys were able to come out you guys are the best" I then turned around and looked at the girls " And girls thanks for helping me out with this last song you guys made this real fun for me." I waved Alice and Angela over " Now everyone this was originally supposed to be done with different songs than I sang today but the other day at my book signing these two girls came to me and reminded me of how life can treat girls and how sometimes we may not want to continue on but that we need to look for the light at the end of the tunnel so I went back to several songs I wrote before I became famous and reworked them for today. Thanks guys for reminding me that we all can make a difference in life." I said while giving them hugs " and I hope the rest of your day goes well and drive safely." I waved and then lead the girls off stage.
Songs in story in order of appearance
Beautiful-Christina Aguilera
Breakaway-Kelly Clarkson
Firework-Katy Perry
We R Who We R- Kesha
Stupid girls-Pink
What hurts the most- Cascada
This one's for the girls-Martina Mcbride
