No one cared for Abby, except perhaps her father and she wished he didn't.

Her heart was beating and warm.

Abby learned that her father could make any problem disappear. Abby learned to dry her tears, keep a smile on her face. She started freezing her heart.

Abby knew her father wouldn't stop, any complaints would be ignored; and her fathers hugs would only last longer. Abby was miserable, Abby promised herself that she wouldn't end up like her mother. Quiet, fragile, powerless, afraid and subservient to men. Abby would be powerful, beautiful and a legend. Abby's wants were only dreams until she meet Saphira on the swings that fateful day, August 28, 1998. She would be free of her father, and she would pay in ten years. Abby agreed, her parents died soon after.

She learned that she didn't have any friends, people still didn't care. Just her gold-digging "friends" and the people she paid to be there. She got rid of them all, she vowed to never let herself be hurt by someone's greed again. She didn't need anyone.

Her heart was divided, one side was frozen one wasn't.

She moved and changed her name, she couldn't be tied down to her past. Abby died that day; sweet, innocent Abby who loved her friends and strawberry ice cream. Abby who was trapped under her fathers rule. Bela Talbot rose from her ashes, she was unbreakable, shrewd, compelling, alluring, gorgeous and lavish. Everything Abby wanted to be. Bela learned that everyone and everything had a price. She conned the rich and old, selling both real and fake charms. She lived the life the way she wanted, the ways she needed for almost all of the years she was given.

Her heart was almost entirely frozen.

Then Bela met the Winchesters, who changed her entire world. They were kind, and sacrificed personal gain for the "greater good" and they would tease and torment each other to no end but would always love each other.

Her heart started melting.

No matter how many times Bela tricked and conned them, when she needed them most they were there. Bela's time was running out, she started becoming more and more desperate to break her contract. She build a wonderful life for herself, she didn't want to die at 24. Lilith told her to steal the Colt and she did, only to add another clause.

A defeated Bela was sitting in an empty motel room in Erie, Pennsylvania. She picked up the phone to hear Dean's voice on the other end telling her if she'd asked for help they would have. For the first time in ten years Abby tells Dean that Lilith holds their contracts, and asks for her death. She goes to Hell willingly, she did agree to this.

Bela emerges after years in the pit, not quite the same. Her memories of her past plague her, reminding her of what she could have had. She has learned to push them aside, dreams are for children; and Bela has not been a child for a long time.