As I was pulling up by the side of my house I spotted Edward. I walked over to him he said "Let's take a walk." As we are walking all I am thinking about is why we are in the forest?
We stop and he says "we have to leave forks."
"Why?" I replied, concerned.
"Carlisle's supposed to be 10 years older than he looks, and people are starting to notice." Edward said.
"Okay, I've gotta think of something to say to Charlie." I said, swallowing the hard lump that was lodged in my throat. What would I tell Charlie? I couldn't hurt him by leaving again but Edward meant the world to me, right?
But as I look up at him, into his beautiful golden gaze, I realize…he only means him and his family…
"When you say we …"
I can feel my insides turning at his cold expression. My heart is pounding wildly and I can swear I can hear it beat like a drum in my ears.
"I mean my family and myself." Edward said quietly, like a whisper along the wind. I could barely hear him over the rapid pounding that was steadily spiraling out of control.
I could feel my world crashing into tiny pieces. It's like my heart is being cut in two.
I don't understand this can't be happening. Why is he doing this to me?
"Edward," I began, shaking my head furiously at his words. "what happened with jasper, it's nothing."
"You're right. It was nothing, nothing but what I always expected and nothing compared to what could have happened." Edward replied coldly and his biting words cut me to the core.
"You just don't belong in my world, Bella."
I feel as if the sun will never shine, my world will forever be filled with grey clouds, it will pour and pour and never stop.
"I belong with you." I reasoned, try as I might to convince him of what I felt to be the truth.
To Be Continued...
