Beautiful Disaster
Warning: Slashy, Slash, Slash
Note: This is in some AU (Alternate Universe) where Sirius doesn't die in Harry's Fifth Year, and yes I'm still in de-nile. I'm drowning in it. Remus POV.
Chapter 1
He's a tragedy with
More damage that a soul should see
And if I tried to save him
My whole world would cave in
It just ain't right
K.Clarkson
Sirius Black had just walked in with James Potter. Never mind the latter, Sirius was my focus. It's not as if I don't love James. I do, just not in the same way as I do the tall raven haired dark angel, who is his best friend. They both spotted me and walked over. "Hey Moony!" called James fondly. I smiled up at them from my seat by the fire. The Common room was cold, and we, by we I mean the Marauders, tried to steal all the warm ones. It worked every time because we were sixth years. They both sat down beside me.
"Hey Moony!" called James fondly. I smiled up at them from my seat by the fire. The Common room was cold, and we, by we I mean the Marauders, tried to steal all the warm ones. It worked every time because we were sixth years.
They both sat down beside me.
"Where is Peter?" James inquired.
"He left for the library five minutes ago, why?" I looked at Sirius who was unusually quite. That bothered me.
"Good!" James said falling back in his chair. Sirius rolled his eyes.
"Why is that good?" I asked innocently.
"He talks too much. The whole school will know what Sirius did..." I turned back to Sirius who looked up at me. Our eyes met for what seemed, to me, like an hour. Then they turned angrily to look at James.
"It's not important James..." he started. His husky voice was dangerous. It was than that I knew that whatever he did couldn't be as bad as the Shrieking Shack accident. Or worse, it could be. Suddenly I didn't want to know.
"He stole a motorbike!" James happily exclaimed. He seemed more thrilled than Sirius, but I knew better. Sirius was a Rebel, a dare devil to the extreme. He got pleasure out of his dares. That perhaps was his flaw, our flaw. I drew back to reality.
"A what?" I asked.
"A motorbike, a Muggle thing I think..."
"Oh..." I said thinking. I had seen something like that in a Muggle magazine. Sirius saw me pondering, and cut in.
"There's no way anyone will know, Remus." he said with a smile. It made me melt.
"Oh," said dumbly. Get with it Remus. Come on, don't fall for him.
"I thought maybe we could, I don't know... go for a ride if you'd like to." He contended quickly with a squeeze at my hand. That's it, I thought, as I looked into his stormed tossed eyes. Those eyes still amaze me today. Almost twenty years later...
"Okay..." I said quietly. James, who was watching this with a sly grin, rolled his eyes. He stood and made up an excuse about seeing Lily Evans, a girl in our year that he was dating.
As I look back on those times, when our love for one another was new, I remember other times some not so happy and everything makes sense. All the pieces fall into place in retrospect.
He magic and myth
But as strong as what I believe
A tragedy with
More damage than a soul shouldsee
Short I know. These chapters will jump around. It's like looking inRemus' pensive,I guess.Each chapter is adifferent moment in Remus' memory.
