Character(s) : FemGaara
Disclaimer : All characters belongs to Masashi Kishimoto
Warning : Since English is not my mother language, be prepared for any grammatical and spelling mistake.
Love
"The need of love is exactly the same of breathing" - Paul Meier
My name is Ai, which means : love. The most beautiful and powerful thing in the world, and yet, also the cruelest. Perhaps the reason my parents give me this name because they want me to have life full of love. Perhaps, because they want their daughter to be loved. Perhaps, it's because I am the result of their love. Whatever the reasons is―father, mother―I appreciate it, but the thing is, my name is the most irony thing in my life.
Why, you ask?
Simple. Because love is the one that I never get in my life, no matter how hard I try.
What a pity, right?
My name is Love and yet... Love is the only thing I do not have. It's like God making cruel, sick joke on me.
I'm standing now, watching my reflection in the mirror. And all I just see is a girl with eyes full of sorrow and heartbroken. Deciding that I have enough of this tired world, I grabbed small knife from my desk. Without any hesitation I sliced my wrist. Blood, so brilliant red that its matched with my red hair, flowing so beautifully from my hand. In the glimpse of moonlight, so contrasted with my pale white skin... I'm starred it with awe, amazed with its beauty.
It's just so perfect... So right...
I smiled to myself, feeling satisfied after long time. I closed my eyes. I've never felt this content before... So peaceful...
And I let myself engulf in the dark.
...Goodnight, World.
Author's Note :
First of all, this is my first fanfiction in English fandom. I loves reading English fanfiction and I'm already want to try writing in English for long time but I kinda afraid with my English. This is my first experience―and also my chance to improve my English. So, I hope you guys do not have any trouble for understanding my story and do not be afraid to tell me about my mistake. I will not biting you, I promise. Why the title is "Anthology of Ice Cream"? There are no ice cream in this story. I'm just playing with pun, actually. Ice cream can be read as "ice cream", but it also can be read as "I Scream". The idea is from Hyouka anime.
Gaara is my favorite character in Naruto and when I accidentally found fanficiton about FemGaara and FemGaara picture (so beautiful, may I add)... I couldn't help to really imagine what will happen to her. However, Ai's name is not my original idea. I took it from another fanfiction about FemGaara―only the name, I swear. My plot story is totally different with him. Still, it is the biggest inspiration for this fic. In fact, my first plan is to make whole story about Ai's life and love life, but because it is too long and I am afraid that it will be just another endless fanfic and add the fact that I still have two unfinished fanfiction so...
Still, whoever you are (as I forgot about it, sorry), thank you very much. And thank you for whoever reading this fanfiction!
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