The roof tales
"Remus?" Sirius wanted desperately for his friend to say something, scream, yell, anything. He wasn't the only one ignoring Sirius, they all were.
It was his fault, what he had done, was so incredible wrong, that he, himself cringed at the memory. Merlin, he would do anything to take it back, but he couldn't it was done. The twinge in his heart was waring him down, so low that he felt like, he'd never get out.
James's anger he could handle, after all he had good reason to be. But Remus, he didn't know how he could ever fix things with him. Remus wasn't angry, his eyes spoke of utter despair, of a broken heart and off betrayal of the worse kind. There was always something about Remus, his sweetness, his kind demeanour, that odd feeling of innocence, that Sirius couldn't stand to hurt. James was like his brother, his mate, buddie in crime but Remus was the one Sirius found himself secretly looking up too. Remus was bright, beyond his years and had the softness about him that shouldn't off been there. Lupin knew pain, like no other, and the thought of ever being the cause of it, was eating away at Sirius conscience.
"James?" He pleaded, his friend with his eyes.
"Piss off Black." Potter snarled, shoving Sirius out of their way. Peter followed the others looking cautiously at Sirius, scared that he would do something, to him. Sirius froze, Peter didn't trust him. They had been mates through everything, why was it now that Peter was looking at him with terrified watery blue eyes. Had he really stuffed up that bad, that he had lost his three best friends forever? It was the end of the troublesome foursome, it was all his fault. He had destroyed everything, after all these years it turned out he was just as Black as the rest of his family. He was no better then his mother. That thought sent a shudder through his body, realisation of what he had truly done dawn on him.
He, had buggered up big time.
"Remus." The words died on his tongue as the sandy haired boy took one singular glance at him before walking up the stairs, without a word.
Remus wasn't speaking to him. And it was killing him. He couldn't explain what he did and he didn't try too. What he had done was unforgivable. The pain in his chest burned like a thousands spears but was nothing compared to the look on Remus face. Sirius felt like he was suffocating, he couldn't breath, the guilt squashing the air out of his lungs. Before he realised, he was running up the tower gulping for air, desperately trying to get out. He flung open the door off the roof running to the railing, tears off built up emotions, struggling to break free.
" How rare." He jumped quickly wiping his eyes. He turned to the direction of the voice.
" What?" He snarled, trying to sound intimidating.
The girl stepped into the moon light. The gentle golden glow illuminating her pale skin, her swispy blonde hair dancing in the light wind. She shook her head, a smile tugging at the edge of her lips.
"I've never seen a fallen star before."
My oc is not going to end up with Sirius so before you go and get that dumb idea in your head I thought I'd save you the pain and aggravation.
Tell me what you think because I need constant reassurance that I am not wasting my time planning on doing this … anyways review please!? I will review yours…eventually…
